the sudden stab of feelings which are all too familiar just makes me so sure that the monday is gonna be as beautiful as diarrhoea. feel so blah. just what IS the purpose of life again? i can't seem to comprehend. i still see no purpose. i'm in desperate need of a break away from all things familiar. i need to feel scared, excited, nervous, ( Read more... )

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after a hard day's work assisting the boss with a workshop he conducted, my feet almost died as i was decked in heels for as long as what seemed like forever. i sat comfortably on zara's torn sofa while i waited for miss kamil (who was happily trying on chubby kiddy clothes). as my feet and i were happily recuperating from fucking insane feet hell ( Read more... )

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one of the best e-mails i've received ever. i received this june last year. and i still keep it, simply because it helps make perfect sense of many things. i'm sure you'd agree with me ( Read more... )

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A survey that you will rememberThe Last Person You...thought about?:momma hitler - how she's doing and what she's currently doing. Looked at?:dad dearest :) said I love you to?:mira hugged?:hitler and her mother. kissed?:please refer to the previous answer. hurt?:hmm. not sure. i'm a bitch but i don't hurt anyone on purpose. well only if you step ( Read more... )

just got off the phone with mel, the prefered partner-in-crime at the shophouse, where we battle head-on with the evil cycle of daily rat race mundanity. i rang her to clear up some doubts i had with regards to the thing that's been haunting me (and some other fortunate friends of mine, hah) these past few weeks - nike! anyhows, somehow the ( Read more... )

not in the mood to receive stupid comments from stupid people, especially those who think they can throw their weight around just because of the position i hold and the peanuts i get. fuckn narrowminded, chauvanistic, pig whose brain is located in his penis.

self-inflicted misery and pain.