remember when we used to tell each other 'i love you' every day? remember when you'd rush home to talk to me just because you wanted to and it made me smile so wide my face hurt and we'd talk for hours on end because it was just natural to do?
i just wanted to let you know that i still tell you that every day even if you can't hear me. ♥
I know this is probably not what you want to hear, but you just made me cry. Not really out of sadness, but in anger at myself for letting us grow apart. I really do love you, I told you every day...and I meant it, every day.
I don't really have anyone to rush home to anymore...you were the first and last person that I did it for. Without you, I kind of just...float around on the internet, not doing much of anything.
It doesn't help that I change s/ns so much. ):
Add me on AIM/MSN, and I promise that I'll talk to you again. I want to make you smile like I did before. ♥
it was my fault too. i went to a really bad place with myself and cut off a lot of connections but honestly, there hasn't been a day where i haven't thought of you and wanted to just say 'fuck it' and contact you, but i guess i've just been scared or something. scared that you didn't want me anymore and that i didn't deserve to talk to you. i want to be the one you can look forward to talking to again. ♥
adding you on aim. i'll pounce on you when i see you online. ♥ i love you!
You know, even though you only contacted me yesterday, you already are the person I want to rush home and talk to.
For the next few days I might be scarce when I'm online, though...I just got out of the hospital again, for my kidneys. So I haven't been online as much these past few days as I usually am.
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I haven't gotten a chance to change it yet, this was supposed to be an Aerith rp journal. XD
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i just wanted to let you know that i still tell you that every day even if you can't hear me. ♥
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I don't really have anyone to rush home to anymore...you were the first and last person that I did it for. Without you, I kind of just...float around on the internet, not doing much of anything.
It doesn't help that I change s/ns so much. ):
Add me on AIM/MSN, and I promise that I'll talk to you again. I want to make you smile like I did before. ♥
blinkingrunes - aim
ourvirtue@live.ca - msn
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adding you on aim. i'll pounce on you when i see you online. ♥ i love you!
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For the next few days I might be scarce when I'm online, though...I just got out of the hospital again, for my kidneys. So I haven't been online as much these past few days as I usually am.
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