Me and lize`s thru. She still full of shit. Says she doesn`t love me yet still too dang scared to talk to me the way she used to and too shy to be anywhere close to me except when she`s drunk, enough`s enough. Told her we should just be friends, cos i don`t have time for this bull shit. Whent well for a day, then she started looking at me through ( Read more... )

Well Lize had her birthday last week wed. Bought her a belly ring and a 12 coloured and flavoured condoms. Hehhehe. then 12 o clock when me and her friends woke her and gave her the gifts i lost my room and house keys. marvelous. That includes the gate remote. Stuff between us seems, well ok. i guess. Well actually pretty good. But i`m afraid it ( Read more... )

Remember i whent ranting on about a fire on sunday? well that night wehn i came back to my friend at varsity, we whent for a quiet drink at a pub. Well they didn`t have any guinness on tap so we tried another draght, was horrible, so then we tried shooters, lots. very much lots. So much that when we finally ordered straw rum and the waiter lit it ( Read more... )

I`m happy, i`m feeling GLAD!!! Sms`s are cool. especially if they are from the person you love, and its flipping EXHILLIRATING if they include meantionings of that little word that starts with L. Teehheehee. The damn green lemonned lemon tree called life is turning yellow!!

Way cool.

Told my parents i smoke, WOULD U BELIEVE IT!!!! SO OUT OF THE BLUE!!!!! Their response: Oh ok, thanks for trusting us, so what do you smoke ( Read more... )

Love is messy. I know that. but this is just screwed over. I mean ffs. You don`t hold someone tight and say i love you and yada yada (private) and then tell him , I don`t whant a relationship.that`s just screwed. Well not screwed but it damn well hurts. fuck, i started a fire, accidentally in house when i heard that ( Read more... )

I really don`t get it, one moment we are fooling around smiling happy tickling, just after we basically poured our hearts ou to each other then the next nothing. We hardly talk. FFS!!! she blew off a guy older than me, same age as me and she told me I make her feel real special, she even called me deary, something she`s done about twice sofar ( Read more... )

Yay i guess. Girls are wierd. Sometimes they like you, sometimes they don`t. oh well. Patience is a virtue i guess. After this i better be dubbed a damned saint or something cos i`m about as virtues as it gets. feck

Been very very busy. I`v spent R2000 in one month, my Pocket money is only 1000. figures. thankfully i don`t own anyone anything so its cool. All my parents had to say was: Ok me and u`r dad want you too spend all your money again and this time write down everything you spend it on we wanna know what the hell you spend it all on". Hehe. And then my ( Read more... )

Idiot girl flailed my arm like a kite and hit me in the nuts with my own arm!!!!!! Bloody hell. Atleast it wasn`t all that hard so i was able to walk and talk normally. Though i guess its my deserved fate after i tried to scare her coming out of the loo i mistook someone else for her and scared the Be-Jesus out of her, should have seen her face (0. ( Read more... )