Rainbows and roads

Jul 12, 2006 16:39

memory lane is a road less travelled especially by those who don't wish to remeber it. So when a lady enters your work and starts ranting about things you had shoved to the back of your mind...life from that point on becomes a little more unbearable. She recognised me becauseof my Poppa, which simply elavated conversation into what a wonderful man he was. and how much she is sorry about my parents break up, my dads attitude my brother's terminal cancer. I wish i had the courage to simply say
Listen Cody,
its taken a long time for me to accept the fact that he is gone, it has taken me even longer to push forward without him...i don't need you to remind me of all the things i miss. I try not to think of all the things that have gone wrong in my life.
How is it that everything that has been a constant / escape in my life seems to disappear, vanish before my eyes?I'm tired of it.
Can something please wake me up and tell me everything is going to be okay? 
Some one please tell me after the rain there will always be a rainbow?
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