Change can people do that. A question. Only time will tell. I have seen many people change. Myself included. It seems life has that affect on people. We adapt to life to survive. Why does life not adapt to us? Its these question that make people wonder and ponder.. But the answers will we find them? In time all will tell. Time is on my side.

I wish i could turn into a bird so i could fly far far away. Its from a movie one of my favorites. I think i may move. I was talking to someone. They said they could hook me up with a job and a place to live. Well i wont be living with them but i will have a place of my own. Well i will talk to them see what is going on cause i no longer have any ( Read more... )

I hate being a night person. Well i dont hate it cause its who i am. And i dont hate myself. I was just thinking about some of the stuff that happens to people. They change and we all do either we notice or chosse not to. Well i notice alot of change in alot of people and im happy for the most part cause change is good. Hmmm And Doc was the one we ( Read more... )

Doc my dog died just the other day. We buried him yesterday. I cried when i heard and when we buried him. Tuff days sad days. I miss him. I really did love him. Never wanted anything to happen to him. Well im going to go just wanted to get that out thx for the ear. Have a good day all.

Ps.. Doc i miss you. I hope your happy were you are.

ITs a damn song i have stuck in my head. lol. Ummm Everything is going good here might go party this weekend probally not. I had a dream today was really. I think it was about choices in life. Well we will see what these choices are. Maybe when i get older and wiser i wont be so stupid. I might go to the bar try to pick up on some women. Why not im ( Read more... )

I have no soup its a bad thing. But i can always eat something else. Well thats all i want to put in now. Ohh i once had a bag full of feather till the wind blew and they floated all away.

Plans for the future. Would be. Hmmm. Buy a plot of land maybe 10 acres. I know exactly what my house will look like. Me and somebody discussed a house once. Well i still plan on building it. I like that type of house but after the house maybe a barn i want a little pond right out back from the house. Will be almost like heaven. I will probally get ( Read more... )

Im stuck makes me mad. When im not at the computer i think of so much to say. But when im here it all goes away. I wish i could tell all i feel. But maybe one day you all will know. Maybe i'll know too. :P

If you know me im a fucking weirdo but who gives a fuck im lazy and down right stupid well only stupid sometimes. Bill hicks is sorta my new thing i have always liked him just soc has a dvd and i fucking watch it alot and he is a mad man goat boy lol some crazy shit but the only reason im writing in here is to send secret messages there out there ( Read more... )

VERY VERY SOON I will be 21 hehe thats all i really want to say and im happy im happy Im very happy. We will have alot of fun for my little gathering of friends and family. Drink alittle and laugh alot hehe well i hope to see on the flip side have fun stay real But not to real hahaha