"true friends can grow separately and not grow apart." this is something you said to me one of my first weeks here and it hit hard. it still does.
its been two months and i feel like i'm still waiting for life to begin. school is fine and im doing better then ever but i lack alot of substance here. this cycle of school and going out on the weekends is tiresome and i long for real genuine moments where i feel happy and complete. don't get me wrong...im not depressed and i still experience those moments. but its never the same as how i felt this summer...or when i come home.
its is so frustrating to go from having the best and most incredible friends...the people you could do anything and everything with, confide in, trust...to going to having almost no one there for you. almost.
i miss everyone. but when i come back thats what makes it so much more important.
i'm so proud to know the kind of person you are.airnchooNovember 2 2004, 08:57:31 UTC
ted i love you sooo much! i couldn't ask for a better "little brother"...although...who's older??
thanks for updating.
p.s. BTW ted is sitting on my window sill and growing sooo fast!! i might have to replant it soon into a bigger pot. now if that isn't a metaphor shoved in your face, i don't know what is.
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this is something you said to me one of my first weeks here and it hit hard. it still does.
its been two months and i feel like i'm still waiting for life to begin. school is fine and im doing better then ever but i lack alot of substance here. this cycle of school and going out on the weekends is tiresome and i long for real genuine moments where i feel happy and complete. don't get me wrong...im not depressed and i still experience those moments. but its never the same as how i felt this summer...or when i come home.
its is so frustrating to go from having the best and most incredible friends...the people you could do anything and everything with, confide in, trust...to going to having almost no one there for you. almost.
i miss everyone.
but when i come back thats what makes it so much more important.
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thanks for updating.
p.s. BTW ted is sitting on my window sill and growing sooo fast!! i might have to replant it soon into a bigger pot. now if that isn't a metaphor shoved in your face, i don't know what is.
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..love animals
..am still a vegetarian
Same here.
..am going to learn how to play a musical instrument. This is so I can find my rythym and coordinate everday life
Might I suggest the oboe?
Hehe
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