So much for sunny days.
Warning : crude language alert. But I had to get it out.
Aerith411: oh my fucking god
Aerith411: my mom is such a whiny little bitch
Vendragone: o.O
Aerith411: ok so like, i was eating dinner
Vendragone: mmhmm?
Aerith411: and im like "this chicken isnt very good"
Vendragone: eep. =X
Aerith411: and so she automatically takes offense
Vendragone: I can see where this is going
Aerith411: tyhingking im dissin her cooking
Aerith411: which im NOT , cause like, the meat was just bad
Vendragone: *nod*
Aerith411: yeah. and my mom says thta about fruit all the time, shes like, this cantaloupe is bad, even tho she washed and cut it
Vendragone: *nods*
Aerith411: but hey ! she doesnt flip out then
Vendragone: aye =/
Aerith411: she didnt even ask me what i meant
Aerith411: she was just like, I CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT!
Vendragone: =\
Aerith411: and proceeded to throw this asshole 3 year old immature ass fit
Aerith411: OMG COME ON
Vendragone: I'm sorry =x
Aerith411: shes like "no one loves me! i should just move out!!"
Aerith411: my dad and i are like, why dont you?
Aerith411: omh
Aerith411: #@_(I$+_@$
Aerith411: she throws these little fits in the hopes that soemone will pity her patheticness but NO ONE DOES because shes a whiny little prostitute
Vendragone: like me! :D
Aerith411: no, but you're an intelligent whiny little prostitute, mal :-)
Vendragone: hah
Aerith411: with a sense of humor
Vendragone: thanks...? O.o
Aerith411: my mom isnt
Aerith411: omg
Aerith411: she can be so nice sometimes
Aerith411: and a total ASS at others
Vendragone: =\
Aerith411: she is so vulgar and says crude things to my friends and badmouths me to epople even tho I DONT DO ANYTHING BAD, is never happy with anything nad has to come in my room and bitch at me about INSIGNificant things every half an hour!!!
Vendragone: *hug* =\
Aerith411: and then she has her gay little fits and inferiority complex and her little "im the worlds victim! life raped me and itll rape you too!" mentality!!!11'
Aerith411: she has told me a horrible series of OUTRAGEOUS lies!!!
Aerith411: 1. when i was like 12, she told me she had a brain tumor and was going to die in 3 yearsd. GUESS WHAT BITCH IM 18 AND YOURE NOT DEAD
Aerith411: 2. the SAME DAY i got home from gov school, she said we were dirt poor and going to file for bankruptcy. WELL GUES What! i asked dad and he said you were messed!!!
Aerith411: 3. She tells me that I did so shittily in gov school that they were making me pay for it out of my own pocket
Aerith411: 4. She said that my roomie at gov school hated me and told her so behind my back. which is not true because me and my roomie loved each other!!'
Vendragone: maybe she should get some help... =/
Aerith411: i think so!!
Aerith411: and she rags on me because i have have friends in all the grades, not just mine
Aerith411: she constantly compares me to my sister
Aerith411: she tells me im fat
Aerith411: she is always telling me what i need
Aerith411: I KNOW WHAT I NEED, NOT HER!@~!~@
Aerith411: she cant ever be happy or satisfied!!
Aerith411: i get a $28000 scholarship fomr RIT and shes like, That's all??
Vendragone: *nods quietly*
Aerith411: She has even told me that i wont live past 25
Aerith411: she told me one time that i should kill myself
Aerith411: she told me she'd kill herself and kill me too!
Vendragone: =X
Aerith411: she still tells me, YOU LIVE IN MY HOUSE YOU'LL DO WHAT I SAY, even though i am 18 yeard old and shes been giving me that same excuse since i WAS THREE FUCKING YEARS OLD
Aerith411: I am not the fucking world's victim, im gonna conquer the bitch, how DARE she try to make me one too??
Aerith411: "God doesnt love us as much because we dont go to Chruch!"
Aerith411: she said that once!
Aerith411: i dont believe that, but if she doesnt, WHY IN THE ASS CRAP DOESNT SHE GO TO CHURCH?!
Vendragone: *nod nod*
Aerith411: oh yeah! because she wants to be the worlds victim so everyone can pity her! ha ha!
Aerith411: THe other day i was even leavign for school, and she totally hit me, so i shoved her back to get her off of me, AND WE GOT IN A FUCKING BRAWL FOR 5 MINUTES
Aerith411: what in the ass kind of person does that to their kids!?!?!
Aerith411: ands that isnt the only time!!!
Vendragone: =\
Aerith411: i was trying to back the car in the driveway, and i was having a hard time, so she gets all mad and starts HITTING ME, im trying to pry her off so i cant see and i cant brake, so i roll back into my dads work car!!!
Aerith411: who in the crap does that while you're TRYING TO DRIVEW?!?!?!
Vendragone: >.<
Vendragone: okay, now THAT isn't right...
Aerith411: I need to graduate!!! i need to get OUT!!!!!!
Vendragone: you will...
Aerith411: she is ALWAYS projecting on to me!!!
Aerith411: she has NO sense of who i am!!!
Aerith411: i asked her 5 questions about me and my goals in the car the other day, she didnt get A SINGLE ONE RIGHT
Aerith411: my INTERNET BOYFRIEND knows more abotu me than she does!!!
Vendragone: heh...
Aerith411: oh, and shes always trying to feel like shes in control of SOMETHING!!!!
Aerith411: she dangles every damn thign i own over my head like some damn ass dangling a bone over a dog
Aerith411: Dangle the bone mom! dangle the bone!
Aerith411: shes threatened to take away my violin, my comp, EVEN MY FUCKING COLLEGE EDUCATION
Vendragone: *quietly pats your back* =/
Aerith411: who in the crap does that!?!
Vendragone: *shakes his head* no idea....
Aerith411: if i could drive and i knew i could support myself, i'd get emancipated right now
Aerith411: I dont want to raise my children in the presence of a grandmother like that!?!?!
Aerith411: er *!!!!!!!1
Vendragone: agreed
Aerith411: i am not a mean, irresponsible person!
Aerith411: but she projects on me and i get this horrible feeling because i try to push her away so much, i NEED to be free, but its making me into a person i dont want to be!
Aerith411: im cheerful and fun and i try to be kind! i cant be that way here!
Vendragone: *nod
Vendragone: *
Aerith411: and theres always this constant yelling and pressure and TENSION and angst in this family!
Aerith411: and she wonders why im on the comp so much! i want to communicate with people who UNDERSTAND ME!!!
Aerith411: my friends at school dont even know who i am ,because my mom has rubbed her perception of me off on them!!
Vendragone: =\ geeze...
Aerith411: and its like, "ohohoho be glad u dont have an abusive family" or "you dont know how lucky you have it"
Aerith411: well there are other types of abuse!!
Vendragone: 8nods*
Aerith411: a man can live in a cardboard box all his life and think its ok because it does its job, but that doesnt make it right or good or a decent environment!!!
Aerith411: i dotn drink! i dont smoke! i dont steal! i dont lie unless it'll keep me from getting hit or hurt! I am not a teenage prostitute! I dont have tattoos! i am not a satanist! i try to be kind and respectful and understanding! i do relatively well in school!
Aerith411: what do i do that is wrong?!?!?!
Vendragone: ...nothing....
Aerith411: i have faults, sure, im late and my room is messy, but what else??
Aerith411: what do i do that warrants these INSANE attacks from her!??!!
Vendragone: I dunno? =\
Aerith411: motherfucking(#!*!_#(
Aerith411: omg i am just so glad i have you here to listen to me!!!
Vendragone: anytime
Vendragone: it's the least I can do for all the times you've had to hear my incessant complaining
Aerith411: i dont want to have emotional baggage like my mom
Aerith411: and i know i wont if i let it out
Aerith411: and you dont complain
Aerith411: and thanks
Vendragone: you're welcome
Vendragone: and I think I do, but taht's a whole other subject. =x
Aerith411: =\
Aerith411: she just makes me feel all tired and angry and repressed =\
Vendragone: *hug*
Aerith411: *hug*
Aerith411: im afraid to get up in the morning or go downstairs because i know the MOMENT i do ill get bitched out for something
Aerith411: it doesnt matter what
Aerith411: anything
Aerith411: so i sleep really late, until they turn on the tv or mow the lawn
Aerith411: i just hate talking to them!!
Aerith411: they dont even say good morning or anything first!!!
Aerith411: its just bitch bitch bitch jessica you're such a lazy slut!
Aerith411: I could be JESUS and they'd find a fault in me!!
Vendragone: =\
Aerith411: >_< I just wanna get out of here...
Aerith411: oh my fucking god
Aerith411: my mom is such a whiny little bitch
Vendragone: o.O
Aerith411: ok so like, i was eating dinner
Vendragone: mmhmm?
Aerith411: and im like "this chicken isnt very good"
Vendragone: eep. =X
Aerith411: and so she automatically takes offense
Vendragone: I can see where this is going
Aerith411: tyhingking im dissin her cooking
Aerith411: which im NOT , cause like, the meat was just bad
Vendragone: *nod*
Aerith411: yeah. and my mom says thta about fruit all the time, shes like, this cantaloupe is bad, even tho she washed and cut it
Vendragone: *nods*
Aerith411: but hey ! she doesnt flip out then
Vendragone: aye =/
Aerith411: she didnt even ask me what i meant
Aerith411: she was just like, I CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT!
Vendragone: =\
Aerith411: and proceeded to throw this asshole 3 year old immature ass fit
Aerith411: OMG COME ON
Vendragone: I'm sorry =x
Aerith411: shes like "no one loves me! i should just move out!!"
Aerith411: my dad and i are like, why dont you?
Aerith411: omh
Aerith411: #@_(I$+_@$
Aerith411: she throws these little fits in the hopes that soemone will pity her patheticness but NO ONE DOES because shes a whiny little prostitute
Vendragone: like me! :D
Aerith411: no, but you're an intelligent whiny little prostitute, mal :-)
Vendragone: hah
Aerith411: with a sense of humor
Vendragone: thanks...? O.o
Aerith411: my mom isnt
Aerith411: omg
Aerith411: she can be so nice sometimes
Aerith411: and a total ASS at others
Vendragone: =\
Aerith411: she is so vulgar and says crude things to my friends and badmouths me to epople even tho I DONT DO ANYTHING BAD, is never happy with anything nad has to come in my room and bitch at me about INSIGNificant things every half an hour!!!
Vendragone: *hug* =\
Aerith411: and then she has her gay little fits and inferiority complex and her little "im the worlds victim! life raped me and itll rape you too!" mentality!!!11'
Aerith411: she has told me a horrible series of OUTRAGEOUS lies!!!
Aerith411: 1. when i was like 12, she told me she had a brain tumor and was going to die in 3 yearsd. GUESS WHAT BITCH IM 18 AND YOURE NOT DEAD
Aerith411: 2. the SAME DAY i got home from gov school, she said we were dirt poor and going to file for bankruptcy. WELL GUES What! i asked dad and he said you were messed!!!
Aerith411: 3. She tells me that I did so shittily in gov school that they were making me pay for it out of my own pocket
Aerith411: 4. She said that my roomie at gov school hated me and told her so behind my back. which is not true because me and my roomie loved each other!!'
Vendragone: maybe she should get some help... =/
Aerith411: i think so!!
Aerith411: and she rags on me because i have have friends in all the grades, not just mine
Aerith411: she constantly compares me to my sister
Aerith411: she tells me im fat
Aerith411: she is always telling me what i need
Aerith411: I KNOW WHAT I NEED, NOT HER!@~!~@
Aerith411: she cant ever be happy or satisfied!!
Aerith411: i get a $28000 scholarship fomr RIT and shes like, That's all??
Vendragone: *nods quietly*
Aerith411: She has even told me that i wont live past 25
Aerith411: she told me one time that i should kill myself
Aerith411: she told me she'd kill herself and kill me too!
Vendragone: =X
Aerith411: she still tells me, YOU LIVE IN MY HOUSE YOU'LL DO WHAT I SAY, even though i am 18 yeard old and shes been giving me that same excuse since i WAS THREE FUCKING YEARS OLD
Aerith411: I am not the fucking world's victim, im gonna conquer the bitch, how DARE she try to make me one too??
Aerith411: "God doesnt love us as much because we dont go to Chruch!"
Aerith411: she said that once!
Aerith411: i dont believe that, but if she doesnt, WHY IN THE ASS CRAP DOESNT SHE GO TO CHURCH?!
Vendragone: *nod nod*
Aerith411: oh yeah! because she wants to be the worlds victim so everyone can pity her! ha ha!
Aerith411: THe other day i was even leavign for school, and she totally hit me, so i shoved her back to get her off of me, AND WE GOT IN A FUCKING BRAWL FOR 5 MINUTES
Aerith411: what in the ass kind of person does that to their kids!?!?!
Aerith411: ands that isnt the only time!!!
Vendragone: =\
Aerith411: i was trying to back the car in the driveway, and i was having a hard time, so she gets all mad and starts HITTING ME, im trying to pry her off so i cant see and i cant brake, so i roll back into my dads work car!!!
Aerith411: who in the crap does that while you're TRYING TO DRIVEW?!?!?!
Vendragone: >.<
Vendragone: okay, now THAT isn't right...
Aerith411: I need to graduate!!! i need to get OUT!!!!!!
Vendragone: you will...
Aerith411: she is ALWAYS projecting on to me!!!
Aerith411: she has NO sense of who i am!!!
Aerith411: i asked her 5 questions about me and my goals in the car the other day, she didnt get A SINGLE ONE RIGHT
Aerith411: my INTERNET BOYFRIEND knows more abotu me than she does!!!
Vendragone: heh...
Aerith411: oh, and shes always trying to feel like shes in control of SOMETHING!!!!
Aerith411: she dangles every damn thign i own over my head like some damn ass dangling a bone over a dog
Aerith411: Dangle the bone mom! dangle the bone!
Aerith411: shes threatened to take away my violin, my comp, EVEN MY FUCKING COLLEGE EDUCATION
Vendragone: *quietly pats your back* =/
Aerith411: who in the crap does that!?!
Vendragone: *shakes his head* no idea....
Aerith411: if i could drive and i knew i could support myself, i'd get emancipated right now
Aerith411: I dont want to raise my children in the presence of a grandmother like that!?!?!
Aerith411: er *!!!!!!!1
Vendragone: agreed
Aerith411: i am not a mean, irresponsible person!
Aerith411: but she projects on me and i get this horrible feeling because i try to push her away so much, i NEED to be free, but its making me into a person i dont want to be!
Aerith411: im cheerful and fun and i try to be kind! i cant be that way here!
Vendragone: *nod
Vendragone: *
Aerith411: and theres always this constant yelling and pressure and TENSION and angst in this family!
Aerith411: and she wonders why im on the comp so much! i want to communicate with people who UNDERSTAND ME!!!
Aerith411: my friends at school dont even know who i am ,because my mom has rubbed her perception of me off on them!!
Vendragone: =\ geeze...
Aerith411: and its like, "ohohoho be glad u dont have an abusive family" or "you dont know how lucky you have it"
Aerith411: well there are other types of abuse!!
Vendragone: 8nods*
Aerith411: a man can live in a cardboard box all his life and think its ok because it does its job, but that doesnt make it right or good or a decent environment!!!
Aerith411: i dotn drink! i dont smoke! i dont steal! i dont lie unless it'll keep me from getting hit or hurt! I am not a teenage prostitute! I dont have tattoos! i am not a satanist! i try to be kind and respectful and understanding! i do relatively well in school!
Aerith411: what do i do that is wrong?!?!?!
Vendragone: ...nothing....
Aerith411: i have faults, sure, im late and my room is messy, but what else??
Aerith411: what do i do that warrants these INSANE attacks from her!??!!
Vendragone: I dunno? =\
Aerith411: motherfucking(#!*!_#(
Aerith411: omg i am just so glad i have you here to listen to me!!!
Vendragone: anytime
Vendragone: it's the least I can do for all the times you've had to hear my incessant complaining
Aerith411: i dont want to have emotional baggage like my mom
Aerith411: and i know i wont if i let it out
Aerith411: and you dont complain
Aerith411: and thanks
Vendragone: you're welcome
Vendragone: and I think I do, but taht's a whole other subject. =x
Aerith411: =\
Aerith411: she just makes me feel all tired and angry and repressed =\
Vendragone: *hug*
Aerith411: *hug*
Aerith411: im afraid to get up in the morning or go downstairs because i know the MOMENT i do ill get bitched out for something
Aerith411: it doesnt matter what
Aerith411: anything
Aerith411: so i sleep really late, until they turn on the tv or mow the lawn
Aerith411: i just hate talking to them!!
Aerith411: they dont even say good morning or anything first!!!
Aerith411: its just bitch bitch bitch jessica you're such a lazy slut!
Aerith411: I could be JESUS and they'd find a fault in me!!
Vendragone: =\
Aerith411: >_< I just wanna get out of here...