never wants to see me again

OMG
i just found out that a friend of mine (an e-friend)
well i've known him for at least 4 years now
and OMG
he is in a coma
WHAT THE FUCK.
stupid drunk drivers!
OMG I JUST TALKED TO HIM THE OTHER DAY
ugh.
i'm SO MUCH more sad now.

WHAT THE FUCK
COULD THIS NIGHT GET ANY WORSE?!

one cigarette left.

and now i just figure out that i have

ONLY 2 FUCKIN CIGARETTES LEFT

yeah so i have nobody to talk to
i have no idea what to do
i refuse to cry but it keeps happening
and like..
yeah.

i have NO ONE right now.
and i need.
i dont know what i need.
the one person that understands..yeah...i can't have that either.
fuckin fuck.
i dont want to be alive right now
...
my soul hurts

♥ I LOVE YOU AILEEN!!!! ♥


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had a pretty good weekend ( Read more... )

so who else is back home?
and yeah
i'm home
and bored
and lalalalla
so talk to me!

and i know some of you are
hiders.
WHATEVER.
LEAVE ME ALL ALONE.
fine.
humph.

so last night was wordalicious haha ( Read more... )

so a friend told me that another friend is in town this weekend ( Read more... )

haha i love you tara ( Read more... )