well, sarah wright's ex was just an ass to me. no one can take a joke. moving on. so, this hot britsh guy and i "kissed" tonight. sexiest thing ever. gotta lust it. i can't wait to read where he updated his journal again. i'm obsessed. the story about his boyfriend and him was classic. phone number? *wink. a dior suit, a louis vuitton ( Read more... )

wow! what a hot guy i'm stalking! life is suddenly great. lol. i wonder just how flexible he is. well, he wears dior-what do i care how flexible he is?!? well, i heard a song today called "to be able to love" by jessica folker (it's such fag music). the remix brings back so many memories of hazy, bright, insane nights at the bar. no alcohol ( Read more... )

need to smell versace blue jeans, orange body scrub, and the old lotion that i used to put on like a fag to be happy again if only for one night. where did you go? now, the abstract doesn't seem that important.

i still haven't done the abstract. it is due in about an hour. i can feel the tears coming. need new clothes to feel better about the whole situation. maybe i just need an abstract to feel better about the whole situation. i want to crawl back into my small dorm room bed, wrap up in my amazing sheets, and dream about all the things that i'm ( Read more... )

Grace's tongue is now pierced. She, like myself, is a massochist. She just exclaimed that she wants to fuck herself. Hrm...alone time with Mr. Vibrator. Actually, for some reason, she has given up on masturbation. I'm not really sure why. I definitely haven't given up on masturbation. It's great--as always. Although, the whole clean-up ( Read more... )

Grace is getting her tongue pierced. I am completely against this. I'm afraid if she does this she'll look like an uber-lesbian. Why would my straight friend want to do this? Now, don't get my wrong. I have lesbian friends, but a tongue ring is just so ---blech----to me on a girly girl. I can't help it. It's okay if the girl is trying to be ( Read more... )

so, i completely forgot that i had an abstract due today. i'm the biggest bum in the whole world. luckily, however, i'm being stalked by a hot guy. things are looking up. i really want to go finish y tu mama tambien, but i don't have the gumption to read subtitles at the moment. only five days until i get to cum in new ralph lauren.

yo guys!! my best friend has just explained to me her problem with the cheaper price of the new hummers. she says that she doesn't like it because now one doesn't know whether or not the guy driving the hummer is rich, and therefore, she doesn't know whether or not to fuck him. i can't stop laughing about it. i love whores. good thing. grace ( Read more... )

So, I'm actually really glad I went home now that it's over with. I was so worried about this weekend. It was so fast and so hard that it almost seems like it was a dream. I logged in to my e-mail to e-mail James again and tell him that if wasn't going to respond to my e-mail then I guess we couldn't be friends to find that he had e-mailed me ( Read more... )

I think I might be self-destructive. I want to do something to punish myself for being such a fuckup. I'm so full of shit. I hate myself. I don't know how to cry. I want to make myself feel pain. I don't know how I'm going to deal with going home this weekend. The thought of going home may be all the pain I need. All I do is hurt the people ( Read more... )