I've been busy like crazy in the past couple of days, and looks like I won't be able to have any free time to use my laptop until.. maybe next monday? (I'm now using one of the PCs in collage
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Alhamdulilah, I felt this amazing feeling last night after fajer prayer! =D
I also realized that this "eman high" feeling is not meant to stay forever, it actually supposed to come and goes (depending on your actions). Come to think of it.. 2 months is a very long time for it to last! so Alhamdulilah.
There is a beautiful wisdom behind it, though. One of my favorite Sheiks said that if a muslim felt this "eman high" feeling all the time he will take it for granted, and won't have enough motivation to struggle for his or her Deen and reach higher states in Jannah.
It is out of Allah's wisdom and mercy that he made this feeling come and goes (of course a muslim is responsible for not letting his or her eman decay to a low state).
Today I am in a "normal eman" state, and I'm not the less bit displeased with it~ =)
Of course I'll always look forward for the moment when Allah shower me again with His infinite mercy and allow me to taste that utter sweetness of eman. Waiting for Allah's gift is almost as rewarding as reciving it.
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I hope from the bottom of my heart that things will get better for you, I really really do.
You are such a wonderful human being~
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I also realized that this "eman high" feeling is not meant to stay forever, it actually supposed to come and goes (depending on your actions). Come to think of it.. 2 months is a very long time for it to last! so Alhamdulilah.
There is a beautiful wisdom behind it, though. One of my favorite Sheiks said that if a muslim felt this "eman high" feeling all the time he will take it for granted, and won't have enough motivation to struggle for his or her Deen and reach higher states in Jannah.
It is out of Allah's wisdom and mercy that he made this feeling come and goes (of course a muslim is responsible for not letting his or her eman decay to a low state).
Today I am in a "normal eman" state, and I'm not the less bit displeased with it~ =)
Of course I'll always look forward for the moment when Allah shower me again with His infinite mercy and allow me to taste that utter sweetness of eman. Waiting for Allah's gift is almost as rewarding as reciving it.
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