Went to the Cope concert last night. I had fun. Rachel and Bart went. I got really high, and we had dinner just before the show ( Read more... )

Sick- Blaaa. I hate being sick. I have a class myth test tomorrow that I need to study for, I have three imgs to create for mon and I have yet to even begin. At least I have some ideas, but still that's a lot of work for a just couple of days. Took me forever to come up with any ideas ( Read more... )

I think I'm coming apart.

Who does not listen to Neko Case? If you don't you should. Her music has a way of reaching in. Her lyrics are fantastic. I don't think i have found music like this since Rufus Wainwright ( Read more... )

I don't know what I want to say. Last night was wrapped in fun right? I feel like if I scratched the surface it will have been a big lie i tell myself, and I did not have any god damn fun at all. I just tell myself that shit so I don't loose the grip I have on my sanity ( Read more... )

Wow. Brant came over on his way home from work tonight. He just turned 28 and I think it hit him a little hard. He was bringin up old old times. Things I have not thought about. Lots of time spent messed up on A. Things about me that Birgit, and all my friends now, just don't know about me. That time of self discovery has passed, and I don't think ( Read more... )

It's cold and wet outside. Just got back form 491. HAd part one of crits. I go on Wed, and I have a 9 page midterm due that morning as well. Eroticon was this past Sat, I had a lot of fun and got drunk, but i have to say it was not as fun as last year and I still, to my great ddisappointment, ended up sleeping alone. Maybe I should get a twin bed.

work, training other servers. Beers after with Jeff. Xmen 2, cigarettes, long drive home. Snow, back roads, earth movers, Pink floyd on the tune box. Retrospect. Epiphany behind the wheel of an automobile. That's where it always comes for me. My mind sets to racing, and everything clears the way. Where is this life leading me? Am I driving it? Why ( Read more... )

I just don't know anymore. Life is so damn strange.

have lots of great ideas for my Final project in my photo class, but little faith that I can make them happen. Lots of props and people and not enough time, money, or a place to shoot ( Read more... )