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[fashi0nistuh]

ok so.

i try very hard to not be judgemental of people. however i'm trying to find communities to join and make friends, and i keep on coming across communities that are PRO eating disorder. like.. presuming that these girls in these communities are still sick.. and their minds are still fucked up. but oh my Lord it makes me sad + angry. i want to

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[rotting_angel]

See. I have a total love hate relationship with food. I hate that I love it so much. I'm obsessed. I think about food 90% of the time. What I'm going to eat next time I eat, what I'm going to cook for my family, ect ect, alllll the time

[fashi0nistuh]

lol.. thanks for the advice! i'm gonna check it out! :)

I am here

[niseema]

You are sooo sweet! I'd be happy to be accountable for you. I have stopped 12 years ago and I think I may be able to be there for you, but I just want to be honest that I am also busy and not always on here (I haven't been in several months and I just started writing again). And, I am also on a healing journey and when I am dealing with my stuff, sometimes I am not the best at being there for others, but I do try and am committed to being there for others in the end. It is my passion and ultimately my goal! See landmarkeducation.com. I'm becoming a Leader through them and I know I am on my way! :-)

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[fashi0nistuh]

that's really cool. i can honestly say that i am just so thankful that LJ is what connected me to all you girls and i don't quite feel so alone anymore.. in fact.. i might go so far as to say that i don't feel like a freak. i actually feel a little bit more normal.. <3