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fasthanny

I wantt...

Feb 26, 2005 18:39

I want what I can not have. I want something that I have not seen since October and before then it was a year and 2 months, and I need to forget about it. But I get this feeling and it's like an adrenaline rush, and butterflies, and it's just so nice when seeing this something. I will, for sure, see this something in August, but it's one of those ( Read more... )

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henrimatisse February 27 2005, 03:17:24 UTC

I know the feeling. While I don't know what the mysterious "something" is, I hope you get it, or at least resolve these feelings. Chin up,

Love,
Colleen

fasthanny February 27 2005, 03:37:50 UTC

thanks colleen! If you go first week of camp you will know what it is. haha its funny how its from foss.

PS-i am going two weeks, are you? hehe

ok anonymous February 27 2005, 03:53:53 UTC

ok colleen ok

Re: ok henrimatisse February 27 2005, 04:21:55 UTC

hahahha.... what the helll????

Re: ok fasthanny February 27 2005, 04:22:58 UTC

haha that was funny old secret pimp.

helplessj February 27 2005, 03:55:27 UTC

sometimes things that are far away hurt so much to be away from. But seeing them again makes it all the better. i know exactly how u feel and i know what you are talking about. the thing that makes this something is special is that you dont see it every day....it sucks i know but its worth it in the end

fasthanny February 27 2005, 04:04:52 UTC

:-) you actually just made me shed a little tear. a good, happy tear.

its just hard not seeing that something everyday and having to wait, but it builds up anticipation and i guess its for the better because then i am so happy when i see it...but then its harder and harder to leave it everytime. ya know.

<3 you elle.

helplessj February 27 2005, 14:00:56 UTC

yes i know exactly
i see one of my teammates from curling exclude herself from other people because she knows she cant get attached because it will hurt too much when everyone has to leave. I on the other hand try to really open myself up. Either way you are going to get hurt. It's just that in my case i have these amazing relationships with people i barely see and barely know. And its scary to think about whats going to happen in the future when everything ends...highschool college i cant depend on the relationships i have with these people but right now they are the only ones i want.