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from now on im going to refrain from words.
ill tell this tale with photos.
though lacking art ...they may be.
i burned out on art in artschool anyway.
thats it.

my feelings were hurt .
thats all.
i find it hard to shake off.
but I've done it.
its not the end of the world
...by any means.

chrisi loves her little sister.

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sometimes i feel like such a nothing.
maybe i am nothing.

god i had a perfect morning saterday....
like similar to the feeling of falling in love,
but like just loving life.....
yep, stephen and i had a good morning....

its 10:12...stephens been asleep a few hours....
i went to the grocery store... made him dinner....
now the anxiety has kicked in.... god i love being me.

my yesterday was good, we actually lived.
today was shortened in ways.
tomorrow we both work....
tuesday we put up the fence....

and i hate you.

but stephen i love you.

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i honestly dont believe that anyone can truley understand my dispair...

i hate work.
i am so afraid of my own race its rediculous.
people are difficult.

please let it rain tomorrow.