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[fat_heidi]

spontaneous infatuations approach me in two different ways. initially i get happy and giggly, thinking about all the 'fun' i'm going to have now that i have a somewhat decent reason to be. but after a while, which usually means 2 days for me, i get annoyed. not annoyed at the person my 'infatuation' is directed towards, but more at myself. i hate

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[daintyduck]

Thoreau is awesome. Your snail analogy is beautiful. I bet you're a capricorn. I was a rabid fundamentalist at one point so I still listen to Christian music out of nostalgia. Spirited Away is a great movie and I want to be Spirited Away. Foriegn films are the best. Have you seen A Very Long Engagement? It's so good, not out on DVD yet though I think. Ick kann nicht verstehen Deutsch, aber ich liebe spreche nict sehr gut Deutsch. Haha, can I add you?

[mgb156]

Don't you hate that? I can do very similar things too!!! I start having such a stupid girly crush...and then I get really mad at myself for doing this. I want to be contented in Christ, and his love, and not always looking for guys attention as fun as it really can be sometimes. It's a hard battle, but when we believe Christ is who he says he is, it is a victorious and worthwile battle.

[fat_heidi]

yup. definitely. it's so hard to try to focus on what my purpose here on earth is all the time. but once i do, or at least i attempt, the fruits God allows me to bear are wonderful.