I spent the weekend high and hung over. Best weekend yet. I didn't do much work this weekend. I'm ready to rip shit apart though and kick ass at my crit on Friday ( Read more... )

I am so glad the weekend is here. Too bad it's already 1p.m. on Saturday. That means I only really have Sunday left. At least by this time next week I'll be on a plane headed to London. I'm banking on having a really good time there. I need it. It's weird...how I've been feeling lately. I want to shoot myself for it. I feel crazed and out ( Read more... )

We had a snowday today. It helped me catch up with school work so I can go snowboarding on Thursday...hopefully. I just need to start my paper tomorrow and work on it on Wednesday as well. I have my second Chem exam this Thursday. I have to admit that I haven't opened up my book since the last exam, nor have I gone to most of the lectures. I ( Read more... )

my eye just twitched ( Read more... )

okay...so i didn't make it to horse barn hill, but i am watching the sun rise from my window. it's amazing how quickly the sky transforms itself from a black abyss, to this dull gray, into a nice bright blue.

i don't know why i'm not sleeping yet...too much thinking perhaps.

okay...so it's 5am and i'm still up. the sun comes up in an hour and 47 mins. i wonder if i can stay up til then and go take pictures at horse barn hill. but i'm already in my pjs and feeling tired. so maybe not ( Read more... )

I suppose a lot has happened in the last few days that have opened my eyes to a different way of thinking. Shit hit the fan with Kristin on Friday. At first I thought, "what the fuck is her problem? What did we do to her?" Then I realized after talking to my voices of reason, Liz and my mom, that my class needs to calm down and look at the ( Read more... )

I dont' know how but liz knew i was drunk before i said anything.

tonight was fun. kat came and hung out with us for a bit. chuck played the L.A. song at the bar. We all sang along. A lot of the seniors were there too.

ifeel left out, but in some ways, like i found a new place whre i belong. i dunno. i wish it weren't so black and white

I'm taking a mental day today. I think I really need it. Tara texted me to tell me I wasn't missing much anyway ( Read more... )

I am so incredibly unmotivated these days. I just don't want to do any of it. Maybe I'm discouraged. I don't know ( Read more... )