i want to remember years down the line how upset i was by this, not in a mellow dramatic way just a pissed way. Ivann and I watched American Idol all the way through from day 1. OUr favorite person EVER, Adam Lambert, lost to the adorable Kris Allen. Don't get me wrong Kris is good and cute, BUT! He didnt deserve to win against Adam! NO ONE DID! He ( Read more... )

frustrating. you try to do a cool nice thing..

happy.

life is good. :)

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what do you do when you realize what a horrible person you are?

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how can one love somone so perfect perfectly? i guess i dont know.. i try though.. believe me i do... i know someone perfect.. and dont know how to respond to being treated so amazingly. i know it sounds simple enough to just give back what i get.. and in my head i do.. most of the time.. but i think my perception differs from reality. iv been ( Read more... )

he loves me. a lot.

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cool. ^_^

why the fuck would you even do that?! thats so stupid! im trying not to take it personally but it would be easier if it hadnt been! ugh..

other than that.. happiness is around... sometimes... not at work.. not with school and ish.. but with him its happiness.

::le sigh::

If there's a prize for rotten judgment
I guess I've already won that
No man is ( Read more... )