wrecked my car

just give up

so ive been getting fucked up way too much the past few years.. im starting to think i should get some responsibilitys (sp?) and stop that habbit.. im applying at SIMS vibrations with some people helping me out with putting in some good words for me.. hopefuly thatll pan out and ill get that shit going.. ive had a talk with someone that HAS to move ( Read more... )

so is it normal to still miss someone after this long? ive been trying so hard to ignore it.. but its just always in the back of my head..its hard.. esspesialy trying to sleep..:( whatever.. noone cares..nooneshould

she ended up just being anouther person to bring me down.. im happy what happend has happend.. but now that were over im ready to move on and be happy without her.. i just cant wait to see what else life will have in store for me ( Read more... )

( The best two years of my life... )

this is the worste ive ever felt.. seriously.. ive felt like puking all day.. ill never feel the way i felt/ feel for her.. i never want this feeling again.. to hurt her so bad.. its killed me..she was my life.. even though i never showed it..its all over.. i didnt cheat.. we have been broken up for over a month now.. weve been on bad terms.. she ( Read more... )

i need a job

friends only

its like.. i just cant think anymore.. im just.. blank.. all i can think about is jessica...