Tomorrow my dad turns 45 (...44 according to the calendar hanging in the hallway, but my mom might have been having on off day when she wrote it out...) Every year around this holiday it seems we endure the worst sides of both my parents... quite frankly it's getting old, it's really hard to be encouraging when the two people who are supposed to be ( Read more... )

Golly... another week has graced us and once again left me floored by God, and I sit here honestly speechless. Partially because if I tried to even begin to type it all out here I couldn't do God justice. I'm tired of going to Harlow and finding that once again I've been making some of the dumbest decisions... for starters, this last year I've ( Read more... )

One week down, seven to go ( Read more... )

As the nearness of camp weighs heavily on my thoughts... I realize I'm not ready, though I have to wonder if I was ever really, "ready."

God will meet me where ever I am, this I know to be true. He will grow me up in my faith where ever I'm at, also true. Do you ever just feel uncertain...

WELLS FARGO. yeah... Sharon was pretty nice.

Bent in one of many folding positions here I sit thinking about things I need to do... I let my mind wander to things that still need to be said, then to things I'd like to say but know I wouldn't dare for fear of losing them, then again... from where I sit it seems I have already lost them - friendship and all down the drain. That's life, and I ( Read more... )

Thank goodness there was one beach ball.. it didn't get tossed around for very long, but it was funny while it lasted. Dang administrators... always ruining Christmas. I am no longer in school of the high variety.. yes, that may have two meanings...

good night kids.

In about 15 hours and 30 minutes the oh so exciting ceremony will commence, I hope we have beach balls or something to keep ourselves entertained...

Yesterday was my last day of High School. Amen. Still... it hasn't been a terrible four years, don't get me wrong there were times I would have died if I could have. I was not the kind of kid that took to the high school atmosphere like fish to water. Oh well ( Read more... )

Everything is so jumbled right now. I don't like this constant feeling of stress, is this what comes with adult-hood, because honestly it sucks. To hell with it all. I wish I could just throw caution to the wind and not give a damn about it, but I know I wont. I'm doing my best to give everything to God , focusing on the things that are most ( Read more... )