How empty the heart must be that does not know God.

eep! john and i wet to dinner today at wing ranch and guess who we ran into! his mother. so we ended up having to stop by his house to visit with them. otherwise, life's pretty boring. well, not boring. just uh...the same. and the same is good. i've been in a weird kinda mood recently, but not a bad one. it's all good. all good. i gotta go. later!

my baby loves me. my only problem is my own insecurity, but my baby loves me, and that makes me happy.  :-)

i'm such a loser. :-P i wish i didn't worry so much...but it's who i am. and it's why i don't think i'll ever change. ah, well.

so since i haven't been on livejournal for a year, i decided to go through and read it. my posts, other people's...not all of them, just a lot. reading it was amusing. especially mine. it took me back, reminded me of things i'd forgotten, how i'd felt about people, that there was a time i actually did like american ( Read more... )

haha, yeah, i bet y'all are surprised to see this on your friend's page. it's been what, almost a year? ah, eleven months since my last entry. dammit, i almost made it a year. ah, well. :-D i don't think y'all really need me to update this thing. all of you that care, I talk to often enough to tell what's going on in my life. well, maybe not *all* ( Read more... )

So i've been up here with bostonites and jerseyites for what, 9 months now? i was on the phone with john, and i said "yeah, you all were all like that." pause...john-"did you just say you all?" me-"i've been with these freaking northerners too long..." john-"damned yankee..." usually i get picked on for saying y'all. here, they still mess with me. ( Read more... )

it's been a while since i wrote. I know. i have not really had much to say. for those of you that care, I am still with john; we're doing wonderfully. I pledged for a sorority about a month ago, and depledged last night. it wasn't my thing ( Read more... )

okay, i know it's been forever, what can i say. I'm excited to go home for Christmas. I'm not loving school, but I'm still alive. I'm making friends. very slowly, but it's happening. I'm still with my love, John (13 months, baby!), and IT'S FUCKING SNOWING!!!! Dude, it's been snowing here since 2pm, and still going fucking strong!! it's ridiculous ( Read more... )

hmmm. so life's been okay. school's been happening, and i've been doing work, and tonight was the first time ever i've finished my homework by 12:30. it's amazing. So, what else...I think i finally got a work study job. it'll be awesome. uh, aaand, i can't wait to go home for fall break. i get to see john, the football game, all my underclass ( Read more... )