17.
[MONDAY | EVENING]
I hope you're happy now.
[I'm leaving this place. For good this time. I'm going back. I'm taking her with me. End of story. I can't sit here, watch them be happy, and be excepted to just suffer. It makes me sick. And nothing he can say, will make me change my mind. It might have done so in the past, but no longer.
I should have been happy with just her. She welcomed back with open arms. But... these conflicting feelings caused me to hurt her and believe in him. He who I believed in.
Turned against me.
Maybe it's my fault for not saying anything first. Maybe. But still.
I'm not going to fight for him. It'll be a battle I'll just lose.
I ran away to get away from him, and these feelings. No, he showed up in front of me, with her. As if to rub it in my face.
And I realized that I can't do this anymore and I need to leave.
I'll be gone from the place soon.
I just hope she comes with me this time. I don't want to leave her alone anymore since she never left me.
I'll bear it. And I'll stay home... just like she asked me to. For her, I'll do it.
Sorry kid. I'm probably going to take her away from you.]
I hope you're happy now.
[I'm leaving this place. For good this time. I'm going back. I'm taking her with me. End of story. I can't sit here, watch them be happy, and be excepted to just suffer. It makes me sick. And nothing he can say, will make me change my mind. It might have done so in the past, but no longer.
I should have been happy with just her. She welcomed back with open arms. But... these conflicting feelings caused me to hurt her and believe in him. He who I believed in.
Turned against me.
Maybe it's my fault for not saying anything first. Maybe. But still.
I'm not going to fight for him. It'll be a battle I'll just lose.
I ran away to get away from him, and these feelings. No, he showed up in front of me, with her. As if to rub it in my face.
And I realized that I can't do this anymore and I need to leave.
I'll be gone from the place soon.
I just hope she comes with me this time. I don't want to leave her alone anymore since she never left me.
I'll bear it. And I'll stay home... just like she asked me to. For her, I'll do it.
Sorry kid. I'm probably going to take her away from you.]