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Sorry I wasn't about much at the party. I kinda got held up with one thing and another. Hope you guys had fun :)
I hadn't been expecting that. Not even for a second, I mean, who would?
My father, the shrewd and stern business man reduced to that....
Part of me is still in some weird state of numb shock. Now that I'm back in Tokyo I can't stop thinking and rethinking and questioning and doubting...
Two months? If he's lucky?
It's wrong. He never smoked, hardly drinks, eats healthily....I don't understand it. If anyone was the perfect candidate it would be me, not him... not my dad.
And it takes this to get him to talk to me? There were moments these last 48 hours I've felt so angry and hurt. But this isn't about me and it's irrational anyway. Dad could have chosen to keep me at a distance or maybe not even have told me. He didn't though. For the first time in near 26 years he wanted to know his son. No matter how much all this hurts, I won't turn my back. There will be plenty of time to kick, scream and cry after.
Hey :)
Would I be able to speak with you, professionally?
I understand that it might not be possible given our histo circumstances and agency policy. But, yeah... just let me know.
Hope, you've been keeping well.
Haginosuke.
Shopping? We need to talk skirts.
[ooc: MUN ONLY INFO: Taki is Gakuto's handler...that should prove interesting XD;; ]
[ooc:strike is gone]
I hadn't been expecting that. Not even for a second, I mean, who would?
My father, the shrewd and stern business man reduced to that....
Part of me is still in some weird state of numb shock. Now that I'm back in Tokyo I can't stop thinking and rethinking and questioning and doubting...
Two months? If he's lucky?
It's wrong. He never smoked, hardly drinks, eats healthily....I don't understand it. If anyone was the perfect candidate it would be me, not him... not my dad.
And it takes this to get him to talk to me? There were moments these last 48 hours I've felt so angry and hurt. But this isn't about me and it's irrational anyway. Dad could have chosen to keep me at a distance or maybe not even have told me. He didn't though. For the first time in near 26 years he wanted to know his son. No matter how much all this hurts, I won't turn my back. There will be plenty of time to kick, scream and cry after.
Hey :)
Would I be able to speak with you, professionally?
I understand that it might not be possible given our histo circumstances and agency policy. But, yeah... just let me know.
Hope, you've been keeping well.
Haginosuke.
Shopping? We need to talk skirts.
[ooc: MUN ONLY INFO: Taki is Gakuto's handler...that should prove interesting XD;; ]
[ooc:strike is gone]