I don't like waking up alone, this place is so quiet, makes me think too much. I just want him home. I know it's selfish, I know the way things are, I was a agent too not that long ago. But, the beds cold, everywhere is cold. At least I'm seeing my therapist this morning, maybe he can offer some ideas how I can stop this cold loneliness that sinks into me where no ones around.
Need to think about other stuff and get my head straight anyway for today. I want to have found a few good houses before Eishi gets back. I know he said I could just whack a deposit down if I found one, but it should be a joint decision. Plus I still need to look at that place mum was walking about. Apparently it's an old compound dad helped to fix up and restore with some of his apprentices, the owner was old and passed away recently and his daughter is willing to offer a good price because of dads work.
Oh, shit! Rings! Need to remember that. ¥98440.00 for two rings >_<;; And that doesn't even include engraving, guess that's what happens when we both decide we want platinum bands. They'll be worth it though, the ones they showed us were beautiful and it's not like we're having a full on wedding anymore.
Mmm, probably drop Bunta text. I'd call, but he's probably busy.
I think I need to steal some post it notes from work.
Therapy 10:30
House one 12:30
Dinner?
Rings 14:30
House Two 15:30
House Three 17:00
Pick up files 18:30