This weekend went very well. Friday after falling asleep when i got back from my internship lee and i made dinner and drank gross vodka. Well i guess it isn't gross but i just don't like vodka and it is even worse straight. I don't mind it so much in a mix drink but alas there was nothing but cream in his house. So i had maybe two shots and ( Read more... )

I've become a huge fan of exercise videos. It is hard to find good ones but when you do they are fucking awesome. I need a medicine ball and ring. I no longer love yoga as much as i used to. It is great to relax though. I am really huge fan of pilate's and boxing videos. I've always had muscular arms but now they are fucking fierce ( Read more... )

1. What's a dorky hobby you have?: I scrapbook with Lee and watch law and order enough to call it a hobby ( Read more... )

One more week down and an awesome weekend to go.

I stayed up until 2am last night to finish a book. Wasted by Maarya Hornbacher is a fucking great book. It is so sad and honest. It the true story of the author who suffers from anorexia and bulima. She starts you out when she was a little kid i think about nine years old until present day when she is thirty something. She has been 52 pounds ( Read more... )

I miss my old friend and well my friends in general. I don't see or speak to anyone really. Granted i tend to isolate myself, which the reason i don't speak to anyone. However few make an effort to see me either so why bother. Whatever i guess. In less than a year i will be in florida and i will be starting over. Not that i completly want to ( Read more... )

I had one awesome weekend. Friday i worked at the library which isn't awesome then went to charlton and saw lee. Then we all got in his parents car and drove to NH for the weekend. Five hour car ride but we finally get there. Lee and I sit in front of the fire for a long time. The next day I sleep in while every goes out and i bake lee a four ( Read more... )

Ever second is just me waiting to watch Law and Order.

I'm a lot less angry tonight. Last night was very strange. I had a dream last night i was a black women and lee was cheating on me with a bunch of women.

I'm back at westfield. Living in a single is pretty fantastic. I have had to live with roommates for so long i almost can't sleep alone in a room. Even when i am home i sleep next to lee so it just is strange to be alone. Granted i love it but is pretty lonely. I am someone who can live in there room so i force myself to go outside my room and ( Read more... )