Yeah that must be hard to admit you've been lying to him about it all this time...
Maybe you should be open about it? I'm open about all my diagnosis's to anybody who I care about and I even play this made-up game I invented called "scare the taxi man" where you basically talk about all your mental health problems/ past issues to a complete stranger driving your taxi and they get really scared so they step harder on the accelerator, thus getting you from a to b quicker and the fare is cheaper. lol. I talk about having to make sure I have my anti-psychotic injections and worry out loud if I've ran out of anti-depressants. I also discuss my diagnosis and treatment.
OH MY GAWD, IM GOING TO PLAY IT!!!! And i want him to be thrown off the scent because he is currently monitoring my food. I dont like been force fed. Especially junk like meatloaf. If i dont eat it, he yells. Nice he cares, but id rather keep itto myself =)
It is really unpleasant having someone forcing food at you when you don't want it. Its fine if you WANT to get better and want the help, but if your not ready for it, it causes so much tension. I hope you are able to find a medium of semi healthy because it will be much better to lose the weight that way in the long run anyway.
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Maybe you should be open about it? I'm open about all my diagnosis's to anybody who I care about and I even play this made-up game I invented called "scare the taxi man" where you basically talk about all your mental health problems/ past issues to a complete stranger driving your taxi and they get really scared so they step harder on the accelerator, thus getting you from a to b quicker and the fare is cheaper. lol. I talk about having to make sure I have my anti-psychotic injections and worry out loud if I've ran out of anti-depressants. I also discuss my diagnosis and treatment.
It's nothing to be ashamed of, having an ED. xxx
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And i want him to be thrown off the scent because he is currently monitoring my food.
I dont like been force fed.
Especially junk like meatloaf. If i dont eat it, he yells. Nice he cares, but id rather keep itto myself =)
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I so wish I had a bath here.
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I know how that feels...Since I've gained, people have made 'well you're not anorexic!!' comments. grrrr. Did he say that in front of you?
You lay in the bath with the shower on too? haha i thought that was just me. weird.
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