i hate the way this creeps up on me out of absolutely nowhere.

shorter breaths. what do i do!?
only one thought keeps on replaying over and over and over.
I WANT TO CRAWL OUT OF MY SKIN!

has my voice become so hoarse,
has my throat become so sore,
have my lungs become so black,
that no one can hear these screams?

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the stars were only sparks of the fire which devoured us.
should that fire die out one day, there would be nothing left in the sky
but dead stars.
dead eyes.

busy day.

went to school.
watched oprah.
went to work.
chris newman came into delia's!
got icecream.
people only call me when i can't answer my phone.
home at 11.
now i have homework.
fuck that. now i have to sleep!
seven days. seven days.
i love you kids alot.

okay. so who's taking me to see mae on june 14?

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friday was pretty ( Read more... )

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copeland is amazing.
yesterday i came home and slept until 5:30.
i am in trouble for getting home late?
whatev.
tomorrow i start my new job.

lovelovelove.

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