i am pleased to say that my mission is just about complete. I am all of 3 days [give or take] from being happy. thats right folks! happy!

yes, i havent updated in a while

yes some notable things have occured since then

but i have more important things on my mind now

zach

zach

zach

the only guy who could get away with smoking in my car

the only guy ( Read more... )

This is just a note to all those who know me. if you see bandages on my wrists....it isnt because i tried to kill myself! the masochist in me is just resurfacing... I am not slicing my wrists either, just some cuts on the top of my arm.

Why?

BECAUSE IT FEELS SO GODDAMN GOOD

this weekend was excellent.

Thursday night/ friday morning, i was bouncing off the walls, entertaining everyone in our hall....but around 4 in the morning, my crowd started dying down, and i wasnt tired, so julie gave me some herbal sleeping pills.....they knocked me out...  the only reason i woke up was because hilary and nikki were arguing in ( Read more... )

Nope, nothing....no call from justin.  which makes me sad, but what am i going to do about it?  YEAH!  YOU GOT IT!  ill stalk him next week!  i still need to get my ticket for that...ill probably go tomorrow...

Tonight was a grand old time.  Matt had his explorer, so he came and got me for the night.  We first went to best buy so he could pick up ( Read more... )

I ACTUALLY WENT TO ALGEBRA TODAY!!!   yay for me!  and Writing too!  i didnt do any homework though, but i went!  thats a start, right?  Yeah, well...today was a good day....until not to long ago.

This really sucks, and im not mad or anything but i obviously am distrought at the fact that i dont have a boyfriend...so then molly IM's me today ( Read more... )

so today was a good day i supose....

Alia and i woke up sometime around 10.  I showed her around campus, then we grabbed some food from woody's.  After that, we came into my room, and watched a few old home videos of us and the gang.  Then i took her to the airport.  sad times.  but she is going to come back in a month or so.

After that, i stopped ( Read more... )

so yesterday kicked some hardcore ass! I went to that queen mary shipwreck thing. it totally rocked my socks! as did half of the guys working there. But there was this one particular working in the hall of hallucinations. i went through it a couple times, and i really liked his mask so i told him....and when he said thank you, i almost fell to my ( Read more... )

Last update....long time ago.  But i have a good reason for that.  IM HOME!  In this time that I have been home, a lot has happened!  where to start...

Thursday!  I got home wednesday night, stopping in gilroy at the best buy right off of 101 and 152 to pick up silent hill 4.  I wanted to go home and watch it that night, but to resist temptation, i ( Read more... )

BWAHAHAHAHAH  FREEDOM!

Its official!  I have the best schedule ever!  4 day weekends!  and on tuesdays, only one 50 minute class in the morning

that rocks my socks....

I think it was a good desicion on my part to drop studio.  Vic said it was a good idea as well, because i had fallen that far behind. [side note: my roommate is talking in her ( Read more... )

So yesterday was aweful...uhg, one of my worst days by far....with exception to the charcoal fight. best ever!   So...everyone jealous because i am dropping studio.  Not forever!  just for this semester!  which totally rocks my socks!  I have 3 days of class and 4 days of weekend!

ANYONE WANNA GO TO DISNEYLAND!?!?!

People are telling me with all my ( Read more... )