This weekend has been the best weekend I have had in a really really long time. Like Friday was good and I hadn’t seen Holly in so long. Today.. it started off complicated. I almost went into one of my crazy break downs but then.. I just realized.. this is so stupid. There’s no reason for this. All the energy I spend doing this could be spent in a ( Read more... )

( This is me waiting.. )

Today was a pretty good day. I got off work early and went to the grocery store.. I saw this guy that I used to know from chs.. I wanted to punch him in the face. Then Holly and I went out to dinner and to Barns and Noble. After that I came home and played with my make up. I have happily perfected my eye make up. It’s not for everyday use.. I ( Read more... )

Today started off a very good day at work. The crazy lady from the Young Toddler’s room got fired. I disliked working with her an outrageous amount. Towards the end of the day I got a pretty bad headache though.. it’s still lingering but it isn’t as bad now. I’m very happy with the way work is going right now. I’ve got a room to call my own. The ( Read more... )

I just feel beyond useless.. what am I doing ( Read more... )

I woke up in such a panic again this morning.. it’s getting old. So I had like 2 hours to get ready, which I can get ready in like 45 mins.. long story short.. today I just listened to Frank Sinatra the whole day. I love Sinatra.. Blue Moon is the most beautiful song ( Read more... )

He was in the habit of taking things for granted ( Read more... )

Guys have the ability to be soooo sweet. Tonight was like.. wow. I mean.. the whole days was just summed up in like one moment today.. I can’t explain the moment. No one would understand ( Read more... )

So after 5 hours on the phone, crying, and reading a part of one of Andrew’s books I came to the conclusion.. that I’m so very... done. You have no idea how much it hurts. I feel like I’m going through life in a blank stare most of the time and choking up the rest of the time. But after people commenting on my personality and overall my life, it ( Read more... )

So today I actually had a pretty good day at work. Little kids have the most unusual way of making you smile. Like today I went into the early preschool room and when I did Lexi ran up to me and gave me a hug. It was just so cute!! Then while I was working in the baby room all the older babies decided to make me into their new jungle gym. Chase was ( Read more... )