*sigh* Well.. my excitement has been sufficiently killed. I’m free Saturday now if anyone wants to do anything. At least I'll get to go to church on Sunday. Eh.. I place no blame though. Look on the bright side ( Read more... )

The weekend is already half way over! Ah! Only one more day left!! Only one day left of freedom and then it’s back to work. I don’t really mind. I’m sick of the babies though. But I have to admit.. I love the kids. I’m a kids kind of person and this job makes me happy. I see it as preparing me for life.. it will make me a better mommy for when I’m ( Read more... )

Work today was annoying. I’m tired of working with babies who can’t walk and talk. Though there is a really cute one named Chase. OMG he makes the CUTEST faces ever. I taught him to make a face like a rwaring kittie today.. it was so cute... he’d make the face and I’d go rwar (because he couldn’t rwar).. but it was so adorable ( Read more... )

Today sucked. Over all.. just constant kids screaming, throwing up on me, people getting angry at me, and leaving me in the street. AH! I’m just so frustrated.. and I don’t know what to do. I almost never tell people when they hurt my feelings.. even if I’m crying I don’t.. and when I finally do I’m just looked at like I’m retarded. I just don’t ( Read more... )

So.. I really don’t have much to update about but I’m really bored. Everyone is at Warped Tour or can’t talk or hang out. My tv is broken and I have nothing even half way interesting to read ( Read more... )

Well today was A LOT better than yesterday at work. I spent most of my day in eps2 (early preschool 2) which is my favorite room. It’s the room Lexi is in. And Mary, which is one of the two teachers in that room. For some of the day I helped all of the other teachers and helped get ready for a meeting that was taking place that night. Tomorrow is ( Read more... )

My first day of work was crap. It was so boring.. but also a lot of work. I was so ready to leave by 2. AHH!!! And I have to go in tomorrow an hour early! I’m going to gouge my eyes out. There was one good thing out of the whole freaking 7 hour day. This little girl names Alexandra, though we call her Lexi, she was the cutest little girl I have ( Read more... )

So tomorrow is my first day of work. Eh... I really don’t want to go. First days are either really awkward or really horrible. I don’t see it being fun because no one that works there is even close to my age. I think I’m the only high school student that they hired. I get off kind of early though so who knows after that ( Read more... )

Today was an improvement from those other days.. I woke up and over all did nothing. I made lunch for my dad, washed my clothes, and I killed a really creepy spider. I saw Adam for a bit today. My brother was home when I got home... no words to express those feelings of anger ( Read more... )

Shame on you for getting wet
Now who will dry your eyes?
Shame on you for getting wet
How can you act surprised?

Running with scissors wasn't smart
I tripped and cut open your heart
I didn't mean to, but I seem to
Have pushed us back to the start

In the wake of my mistake
I felt your voice starting to shake
The timing couldn't have been worse ( Read more... )