Comments | fatboi: sometimes i wish i had

fatboi

sometimes i wish i had

Apr 11, 2003 05:16

Well as i sit here right now, after being woke up by the suite mates, for the 5321354354 night in a row... I am thinking of the way smoking some weed use to feel... the taste, the smell, the eeling, the sound, the pureness of it... I wonder if i can smoke... i really do... it's been ever soo long... so i figure... since ya know, i'm not really ( Read more... )

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Hang in There..... slayerboi April 11 2003, 06:38:14 UTC

You'll get there Steve....Don't worry. Spend the summer trying to find yourself again. You can't be happy unless you're yourself. I had to get rid of a boyfriend to realize how attractive I was and how great of a person I was because this guy dragged me down and made m lose myself...........But I'm me again, and it feels good. Be You Steve! Screw anyone who doesn't like it.

lawrenceksu April 11 2003, 08:00:07 UTC

you still are that same person. you just have so many other characteristics about yourself, and life experiences you have enravelled that you are now a Super Well Rounded Person with a killer sense of style and attitude. that artist is inside ya. just takes a second to bring him out. find him when ya need him, b/c he will be inside you forever!

nicagerson April 11 2003, 09:52:20 UTC

Sometimes we go through stages to learn who we are.... you miss who you are ..... but who you are now is just part of you... we all make descisions..... its all second nature.... is like riding a bike.... i havent done it for years but im sure that if right now i ride one.... it will be second nature...... your beautifull in and out and you dont need to show it to prove a point.... ppl should accept everyone as they are..... i dont care how you look.....as long as you are the STEVE that you want to be.... i hate labels and remember no one will love you as much as you do yourself..... yes we can have companions and friends who love us but all in different levels..... you love yourself as you are..... in the past ive done things im not proud of.... i just learned that that was part of my life and it made me a better person...... you are a well rounded .....we are not perfect..... we are always striving to be better than we were..... yet if you want to be that person that you left in the past for something else..... its your choice ( ... )