Hahahahaha... go figure. I did it again.

Screw up, yup that's me!

So, as the weeks seem to peel off, I find myself with a new feeling that I haven't EVER fealt before. When nothing else right now seems to be working out the way I want, and everything causes me much stress and anger and anxiety, SCHOOL, above all else is the most soothing and happiest times in my day. I love my classes and I love my teachers. I'm ( Read more... )

I actually have a Valentine's day Date. Weird. Possibly the first time in 20years. I hope it goes neat.

Other news, the woman I can't stop thinking about, I'm learning to do so. It's apparently not going to happen.

In class... so I wrote poetry. Go figure ( Read more... )

Don't ya just hate it when the most stable or secure thing in your life, shows you how much you really have no Idea what's going on ( Read more... )

Sometimes, you just need a guys night. Couple of burgers, hookah, and some Rum. Mix a decent fun game of poker...

Damn, I am sore today. Wrestling is bad...

Hahahahahahahahaha... Go figure.

I fucked up again.

This life business is turning out to not be all its cracked out to be. Nothing but disappointments along the way...

Why? Because they are amazing, and it's not often others can say what I really want to ( Read more... )

Could it be? Love? Who knows ( Read more... )

What promises to be a difficult, demanding, and rewarding semester... has begun. Hooray for less spare time. My mind was thinking about way too many things. I'm stoked and ready and Paintball may finally be taking a turn for the best. One can only hope. I like my classes so far.

We'll see...