fuck poetry...i tried it and i just suck. i tried just writing all my thoughts out nebulously and that sucked too. always something wrong, can't ever seem to capture what i am feeling. i live in my head these days, in my dreams. there are so many things i want to say, need to say, to so many people. but i don't, i won't. it's just so much easier to ( Read more... )

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Cumulative GPA: 3.61
Spring 2005 Term Units: 3.00 Term GPA: 4.00

GERM250A CULTURE/HISTORY TINSLEY, DAVID 1.00 S P
HIST340A HIST NON-VIOLNC GREENE, MOTT 1.00 S A
REL 364A BIOETHICS HOLLAND, SUZANNE 1.00 AU AU
STS 354A COMPTV EUGENIC LARGENT, MARK 1.00 S A

Ok, ok, so I only took two classes for ( Read more... )

So it's 89 degrees outside, as I sit in my cool, dark basement working on the internet. Not too hot, really. Can't figure out why it's not killing me more. I just love the sunshine and warmth...maybe too many damn months in snow and rain...Ha ha I finally got tired of rain :) Anyways, just turned in some applications--Scheels Sporting Goods, Old ( Read more... )

Ok, it just erased my text...argggh. Back in nebraska...the midwest is too damn hot. Glad graduation is over. Can't wait for Germany. Miss everyone, especially Ames, Jill, Heidi, Larissa and the guys...Damn.

01. Trainspotting
02. Shrek
03. Memento
04. Dogma
05. Strictly Ballroom
06. The Princess Bride
07. Love Actually
08. The Lord of the Rings: The ( Read more... )

Looks like it's autopilot time...

So I've been thinking...Maybe I am holding on to Chris because it's just easier to be sad. It's easier to fall asleep to broken-hearted love songs, and worship some guy you won't ever see again. Easier than dealing with real drama in your life, easier than wanting someone you can't have that you have to see all the time, easier than doing homework ( Read more... )

Sometimes I just don't understand how I get myself into such shit. Am I really that much of a mess these days? Reckless drinking and smoking so I don't cut? Can't remember anything, but everything hurts like I've got cancer and now my front tooth is chipped. WTF? Or PDF as Frau Jade would say...So many fun times accompany such pain...physical and ( Read more... )

And it seems to me you lived your life ( Read more... )

Three men were sitting together bragging about ( Read more... )