[ She's been hesitating. After figuring out what's going on, Madoka wasn't sure if she should lock up in her room or find Mami or what. But after some careful consideration, she goes to the phone and picks it up. ]
[ phone ]
Um... um, hello? This is... well, I guess, it doesn't matter who I am, um... I'm not anyone who is particularly good at this
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She sounds faintly....well, not so much annoyed as chiding. Madoka, y u do dis.]
....Yes, Kaname-san?
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Oh, um... I'm just glad you're okay... You didn't, um... that is, to say...
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... You've been doing okay, right? Um... some scary stuff seems to be going on, so... I wanted to be sure Mami-san was okay...
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Yes, I'm fine. Although really, I'm more worried about you.
[tsk tsk]
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[ Madoka's not sure how to handle being worried about. She tries hard to keep people from worrying in the first place. ]
... You don't need to. I'm... I'm going to do my best, so...
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...if you didn't get a letter, then please don't consider yourself involved in this. You would be able to help tremendously just by staying safe; the last thing....yes, the very last thing I want is for you to be hurt.
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[ Madoka wasn't quite expecting that... ]
... Don't worry, I... I know, I need to hide to be safe, but... I can't hide unless everyone is going to hide with me, so...
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Even if it's only a few people... I want to prevent as many letters from being fulfilled as I can... People shouldn't have to feel driven to do these things...
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Kaname-san.....this town took away my powers, so I can't protect you if you get into trouble. Please don't let it come to that.
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[ She's got a good point. And hearing that she's been protected all of this time makes Madoka feel a bit sick. It's so true. ]
... I understand... but even so, I don't want to think that this situation has no chance to become somewhat good, so... I'll do my best to do something safely.
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[a slight edge of worry]
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Yes. No matter what happens, I want that to be true, so... so, I'll make it true! Mami-san, I'll do my best, so... please, let's believe!
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Makes some of the hard, bitter cynicism that's grown around her heart melt away.]
All right. I'll believe....with you.
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[a pause]
...well, it's what I should have said, back then. If you're by my side, I can do anything.
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