i know i act like a proud pothead. becuz i honestly love this shit. i consider it my therapy. however, this past week i started to cut down heavily. i can smoke four blunts a day easily. now im trying to lower it down to one a day. i'm also gonna try to cut down stoges too ( Read more... )

*Disclaimer* I reccommend the sampling of all these great songs :o)

Soundtrack of my Life

-Opening credits:Marilyn Manson "Sweet Dreams"
-Waking up: Barry White "My Everything"
-Average day: Counting Crows "Colorblind"
-First date: Marcy Playground "Coming Up From Behind"
-Falling in love: Lifehouse "Breathing"
-Love scene: Enigma "Sadness"
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on monday night, carlos came over after work ( Read more... )

HAPPY 4-FUCKIN-20
st0nerz unite tonite!

smoke smoke smoke a blunt
roll a joint or two
you'll be high all the time
weed is good for you...

smoke smoke smoke a doob
smoke a hookah too
smoke a bowl, bong or pipe
cuz you'll be doing you.

let me see you make decisions
without your television
let me see you stripped
this weekend was nothing special. i chilled with josh alot. he broke up with paula.. go fuckin figure. he has court this week and alot of shit is building up. my best friends in the world are slipping away and im trying my damn hardest to make sure nothing falls apart ( Read more... )

isnt it all just fun and games

dont cry
you say,
oh so sweetly.
but you should tell me
"dont breath"
that would be easier.
do you hold back with me?
i cant
not with you
-see thats the problem.
but i am holding back
the tears
right now
and a million words
i can never say,
just to be left...
understood

i refuse!
i will say them ( Read more... )

in·fat·u·a·tion
Etymology: Latin infatuatus
n 1: foolish and usually extravagant passion or love or admiration
2: temporary love of an adolescent [syn: puppy love, calf love, crush]
3: an object of extravagant short-lived passion

ob·ses·sion
n. 1. Compulsive preoccupation with a fixed idea or an unwanted feeling or emotion, often accompanied ( Read more... )

things are going quite well with carlos. im happy hehe. we talk alot on the phone, and if you know me, you know im not a phone person. he talks about alot of interesting things, and he surprises me with random factoids. i love it. he'll call me from work all the time and stay up all night talking to me. we are two totally different beings yet we ( Read more... )

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