hello? are you there ( Read more... )

something i have absolutely no control over makes me fucking sick. I start to hate one part about myself so much that i feel like the rest of me is useless as well. well, what the fuck do i do? There isn't much i know... evidently i'm ignorant. Things were easier when i didn't have to worry about this.

just some calming words and a soft touch. The longing in your eyes that i thought was never going to be there and i see the glimmer now every time ( Read more... )

first of all i have all new pictures. My default picture was a creation of Mike Warren and is his interpretation of my tattoo. Thank you much mike because i needed some color to an icon. Them shits is sweet ( Read more... )

so i've been reading my old post on my live journal. Its definitely entertaining to read some of the things i've typed on here. I'm clever and witty and i'd hang out with myself. But enough boasting on my personality. One thing that i found funny was my "anonymous" commenter that was in 'love' with me disappeared. i still didn't find out who that ( Read more... )

so i went to kings island today with amanda and i'm pretty sure the sponge bob 3-D movie is awesome! I havn't ridden a roller coaster in so long and today was definitely a day back in to my childhood. Top Gun and Vortex were like my first REAL roller coasters ( Read more... )

woke up at 8:00 am hawaii time (2 pm louisville time) yesterday morning. I got on a plane at 8:00 pm hawaii time (2 am louisville time) and traveled till 3:30 louisville time. I slept probably 40 minutes in between that time. I've been kinda dizzy all day because of this. I look forward to practice tomorrow though ( Read more... )

I'm spending too much money on this addiction.

no sand dollar yet

i bought a tribal mask for the recording room for amherst. It will keep evil spirits away.

so it seems to be better, but i still miss everything about home. I thank all who replied to my last post because i wish i could talk to you all personally ( Read more... )

i'm sitting here in a cyber cafe is hawaii

my god is it lonely in hawaii