Silence Explained
I feel like I owe you an explanation, and I've been meaning to give you one for a few days now. Of course, being that it is my spring break, I've been busy, and, on top of that, I've still been trying to figure out my thoughts and feelings on the situation.
Excerpt from dvrsionsstud's Lj entry i'm on cloud 9:
I mean, I’m sure (I hope to god) ( Read more... )
Excerpt from dvrsionsstud's Lj entry i'm on cloud 9:
I mean, I’m sure (I hope to god) ( Read more... )
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Amazing what you'll pretend to feel for the ones you love!! I tried liking him for you Keithy... but I never really did... I want your happiness, and if that means shutting my mouth and allowing you to figure out what you want... and how you feel, then so be it!
You have all of us in your back corner, always... be grateful for that...I love you!
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Thanks so much for doing what it took to let me have my blissfully ignorant happiness :-D
And I know that I have you all behind my back.
People really should know that if you fuck with me, you fuck with the gay mafia...and that's not smart, because then people are out for blood and won't hesitate to cut a bitch..and you get blackballed from everything gay in Orlando.
Ah, well.
Love you all.
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how's that for not commenting on anything of substance?
i love you. see you this weekend!
~mle
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I really don't know what to say.
I'm not going to lie...when a few days had passed and I hadn't heard from you, hadn't gotten any comments on my entries...when I just got nothing from you...I didn't know what to think. I was, for lack of better sentiments, kind of disappointed/upset.
But you're pretty much spot on about everything. Especially that night at Pulse. But like I said, I was having a good time in general, so it was easy to be blind to it. And he's not the most PDA friendly person haha but yeah, the chemistry was definitely there *wink wink* and it was great.
I really don't know what to make of this. I don't see it as a mistake, I don't regret it. I just...I see it as a week of really great fooling around haha. But more seriously, I was blissfully ignorant to the fact that we weren't right for each other. When I was around him, I really was happy in the moment. And I'm able to look back at it and see myself as being as happy as I was and still smile.
"It's better to feel something than nothing."
I did feel ( ... )
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