I think you should move to NC and be completely on your own. I think that you'll meet a significantly different type of friends/men and just generally lead a better life. You deserve something more meaningul, and I think the mindset you have here is just holding you back. You have to find something bigger than yourself and stop settling for mediocrity. Why don't you move to NC and do the massage therapy program? PS - Barry is coming to town. Reunion?
no shit, I miss you too. I was lookin thru old pics the other day and there's one that someone took from behind you while you're looking in a mirror and you're grabbing your face and pulling it off. and i found the pics from camping, you were a mess jules. i have to scan it and show you. Barry is coming home on Saturday and staying through the 29th.
I think that you should follow your gut feeling and if a)buying a house or b) moving to NC is what you feel you need to do then do it. I really would like to move down there so if you go I might just be there. lol. I'm actually terrified of going and know what you mean about if you could really even leave your family. Because everyday I am back and fourth about it and I have to wait a year at least. The thought is scary but at the same time the idea is exciting and new. And thats why if your gut says do it try give it a go you should. Even if its just for a little bit. I know if I go I cant stay there forever. But then I think what if i do...what if i love it and i never come back...but i want to come back. But then what if your gut feeling is getting a house. I would so be your roomie! lol. If i dont move.... haha...as long as i can get a dog...:D You have to just follow your gut feeling and do whats best for you
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I have always attracted weirdo's. That, or guys who are unavailable. Or hell...I just plain screw it up. hahaha And really, I wasn't so much talking about guys as much as plain old friends who suck. There's only like 3 people in my life who I trust with everything. I've been way too open about my life lately, and I can tell I'm gunna pay for it.
i know just how you feel. it is soo difficult to do whats right for yourself sometimes. here is a quote I just read off my quote community this morning-
"Life doesn't hurt until you think about how much things have changed, who you've lost along the way, and how much was your fault. There's only so many times you can allow someone to let you down before you can't handle the disappointment anymore. When things change, people change and it doesn't mean you forget the past, it simply means you try to move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up, it means accepting things that weren't meant to be. There's a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone, trying to fix everything, but its not giving up. You have to do whats right for you even if it hurts. I've come to find that in the end, everyone turns out to be the person they swore they'd never become."
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You deserve something more meaningul, and I think the mindset you have here is just holding you back. You have to find something bigger than yourself and stop settling for mediocrity. Why don't you move to NC and do the massage therapy program?
PS - Barry is coming to town. Reunion?
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And really, I wasn't so much talking about guys as much as plain old friends who suck. There's only like 3 people in my life who I trust with everything. I've been way too open about my life lately, and I can tell I'm gunna pay for it.
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"Life doesn't hurt until you think about how much things have changed, who you've lost along the way, and how much was your fault. There's only so many times you can allow someone to let you down before you can't handle the disappointment anymore. When things change, people change and it doesn't mean you forget the past, it simply means you try to move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up, it means accepting things that weren't meant to be. There's a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone, trying to fix everything, but its not giving up. You have to do whats right for you even if it hurts.
I've come to find that in the end,
everyone turns out to be the person they swore they'd never become."
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