im still in love

im such a hater. ive been in a bad mood since the day started.

im ragin and gaugin.
being sassy and staying classy
drinking tea and breaking knees
clowing around and throwing it down

thats all i have for now. i was on a role though

i learned dont call me peanut on guitar last night.

today i rode my bikes to the beach, i was upset and wanted to clear my mind
I HADNT EVEN BEEN THERE AN HOUR AND IT GOT STOLEN!!!
my pink hello kitty bike :( gone! i was so sad. i still am!
i have the worst luck!

im running out of reasons to be deep and to captivate the mind of anyone person who would be worth captivating. i project my mind onto the walls i sit and stare and play them out ( Read more... )

ugh im itching for change.

i want my weave back, i want long wavy hair that i can hide it.
i want fake nails again.
i want new cool clothes that make me look interesting.
i want a job
i want money
i want to loose a million pounds.
i feel so ugly!
i want boots.
i want a life.
i want to stop feeling so sad.

cat touchstone.
we've never been best friends.
but ive always considered you
one of the truest ive ever came across.
thank you.

when youre going through hell, keep going.

i cant be up front and honest about how i feel to anyone,
without being horribly criticized.