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So things have been going really good. My tattoo artist is starting a band, and from the way it sounds it could go really well. One quitarest is an x member of Fall Out Boy, the other guitarest is an x member of Further seems forever. They asked me to play drums! I wasnt going to get excited because I thought that it might all be talk, but I guess ( Read more... )

I sit in my room hating every breathe I take. I hate these four walls. He lives with me now we have our own place, but for how long? No money. I need you and you don't care. I'm clean. No toxins in my body except for carbon monoxide. Breathe deep, close my eyes I can't see you anymore and I'm afraid I never will again. I hate myself. I hate my life ( Read more... )

It feels weird not talking to you Knowing that I can't talk to you even if I really needed you, and there are those times. I miss the way you smile, the way you smell every little thing you did was so precious and I threw it away. I miss you, everyday when I work, I think of things I could have done differently to change the way things are. I'm ( Read more... )

The situation was quite funny. I was in a car with some friends and someone decided to put the Garden State soundtrack in, all I could think of was you. How I'm never going to hold you again and how painful this is. This realization didn't hit me all at once, it comes in waves leaving me only enough breath to keep from drowning in it. I ( Read more... )

Caleb Nuf is here now, got in last night. We spent the entire night at a strip club called mons venus, some of the hottest girls Ive ever seen, I happened to "meet" a stripper and we exchanged #s and talked for over an hour, and I didnt have to pay for it, hahaha. She seems awesome, she's in her second year of med school and last night was her ( Read more... )

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, he said...no ( Read more... )

Fuck him. Fuck me for fucking things up in the first place, I will be there when I get off probation, whether it be with you or not. I love you and I always will.

I didn't expect it. I took you for granite, I guess I just thought you would always be there, I was saving up to come see you despite what you might think, 7:30 in the morning and I can't stop drinking I'm down in the dumps over you, but its my fault. I fucked it up, I always do. Does he make you happy? Because in the end thats all I really care ( Read more... )