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THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
Something important on your desk: my camera
When you sleep you wear: a camisole or the shirt i wore that day with some loose/comfy pants or shorts
If you could afford it at the moment, you would buy: a new portable cd player for my trip to Texas.
Something you don't have a lot of: guys that are interested in me and/or male friends.
If your house was burning and you could only save 3 items what would they be: CDs, computer, Camera w/ battery charger. (sorry, i know i'm cheating.)
MORALS
If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to: um.. probably a lot of drugs. i would want the high but no withdrawls or bad side-effects.
A time when you purposly hurt someone emotionally: i never mean to hurt anyone. unless i really hate them. but there aren't any of those people right now.
A time you accidentally hurt someone emotionally: when i broke up with tanner, telling certain people certain things that they didn't wanna know about, etc. i tend to accidentally hurt people a lot. =(
One person you have killed in your thoughts: my little brother. =)
FRIENDS
Three traits you look for in a friend: someone i can trust, someone who i can almost always have fun with, good sense of humor, similar interests, etc.
Who makes you laugh most often: katie, jordan, and emily h.
A friend who you can tell anything: emily h., courteny
A friend you can got to for advice: i dunno
The best piece of advice you had been given: "Sensitivity makes you special but also makes you vulnerable."--Jones Soda bottlecap
two closest friends: emily h. and courtney
The friend who uses most of your energy: katie, jordan, and emily
EGO
Your 3 best qualities: i don't have a clue.
Your 3 worst qualities: sometimes shy, kind of introvert, i think i annoy a lot of people sometimes. =(
Describe your Ideal self: i dunno
You are embarassed when: when i say something stupid. which is almost all the time. =/
The greatest physical pain you ever endured: i got hit just under the eye with a sharp rock and it sliced the skin and i could feel them putting the stitches through. then that same weekend i got hit in the arm with someone's homerun ball. =/
The greatest emotional pain you ever endured: dwelling on my past relationships or lack thereof
Moment you are most ashamed of: there are a lot but i can't think of one right now.
Your best physical feature: i don't know. i thi nk i'm wierd looking
Who/What makes you happy: being crazy with my friend, days that have perfect weather (completely sunny and breezy with temps in the mid-70s), certain songs that have happy-ish melodies
Who/what makes you sad: i try not to let myself get sad too often.
EMOTIONS
Emotion you hide most: i dunno.
The emotion you tend to experience most: loneliness
The emotion you are feeling most lately: i've been relatively happy lately, actually.
You have a huge amount of guilt regarding: lot's of things.
When you are angry you need: something to take my mind off of whatever i'm angry about
When you are sentimental you need: lot's of kleenex and a good friend to share my thoughts with
When you are in love you need: to be with that person.
MEMORIES
One of your most peaceful memories: laying on my floor listening to music and reading a good book.
One of your most tragic memories: i don't know.
One of your angriest memories: i get angry about a lot of little things.
A memory that makes you laugh: reflecting on 8th grade year. heh.
A memory that makes you happy: remembering my early childhood with my dad.
Something someone can say or do that you find extremely attractive: i love it when a guy holds me really close. (not that that happens often or anything. =/) and i like tall-ish boys.
Something someone can say or do that you find unattractive: too outgoing, snobby, bad breath, and B.O. (just because tanner had it doesn't mean i liked it. *evil stare*)
Two things appealing about people: hair, eyes, sense of humor
A personality trait you find appealing: sense of humor and ability to be spontaneous
Your secret passion: i'm not sure that i have one and if i did i probably wouldn't tell you.
What you enjoy most about having a committed relationship: the fact that no matter what, you'll almost always have that person to run to if need be.
RELATING
DO you have a bf/gf if yes who? negative.
What do you find sexy about them: pff.
A place where you want to have sex: somewhere you wouldn't normally think of.
A strange place where you have had sex:
What drives you crazy (in a good way) about this person:
What music is on when you have sex, or is it the tv?: if i were having sex it'd probably be something like "crash" by DMB
Favorite song to have sex to: see above.
Describe your mate physicaly:
Describle your mate's personality:
You feel most attractive when:
Favorite thing you like to see your mate wear (clothing wise don't say naked):
What would you like your mate to do more of:
FINALLY
If you had more time alone you would: i already have too much time alone.
If you had more patience you would: be nicer to everyone.
If you could change one thing about your physical appearance what would it be: more tan.
If you had no committments what would you be doing: i always have some sort of commitment.
If you could have one super power what would it be: to be able to see what people are really thinking
If you could start all over....: i would say less stupid things and be more laid back.
Something important on your desk: my camera
When you sleep you wear: a camisole or the shirt i wore that day with some loose/comfy pants or shorts
If you could afford it at the moment, you would buy: a new portable cd player for my trip to Texas.
Something you don't have a lot of: guys that are interested in me and/or male friends.
If your house was burning and you could only save 3 items what would they be: CDs, computer, Camera w/ battery charger. (sorry, i know i'm cheating.)
MORALS
If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to: um.. probably a lot of drugs. i would want the high but no withdrawls or bad side-effects.
A time when you purposly hurt someone emotionally: i never mean to hurt anyone. unless i really hate them. but there aren't any of those people right now.
A time you accidentally hurt someone emotionally: when i broke up with tanner, telling certain people certain things that they didn't wanna know about, etc. i tend to accidentally hurt people a lot. =(
One person you have killed in your thoughts: my little brother. =)
FRIENDS
Three traits you look for in a friend: someone i can trust, someone who i can almost always have fun with, good sense of humor, similar interests, etc.
Who makes you laugh most often: katie, jordan, and emily h.
A friend who you can tell anything: emily h., courteny
A friend you can got to for advice: i dunno
The best piece of advice you had been given: "Sensitivity makes you special but also makes you vulnerable."--Jones Soda bottlecap
two closest friends: emily h. and courtney
The friend who uses most of your energy: katie, jordan, and emily
EGO
Your 3 best qualities: i don't have a clue.
Your 3 worst qualities: sometimes shy, kind of introvert, i think i annoy a lot of people sometimes. =(
Describe your Ideal self: i dunno
You are embarassed when: when i say something stupid. which is almost all the time. =/
The greatest physical pain you ever endured: i got hit just under the eye with a sharp rock and it sliced the skin and i could feel them putting the stitches through. then that same weekend i got hit in the arm with someone's homerun ball. =/
The greatest emotional pain you ever endured: dwelling on my past relationships or lack thereof
Moment you are most ashamed of: there are a lot but i can't think of one right now.
Your best physical feature: i don't know. i thi nk i'm wierd looking
Who/What makes you happy: being crazy with my friend, days that have perfect weather (completely sunny and breezy with temps in the mid-70s), certain songs that have happy-ish melodies
Who/what makes you sad: i try not to let myself get sad too often.
EMOTIONS
Emotion you hide most: i dunno.
The emotion you tend to experience most: loneliness
The emotion you are feeling most lately: i've been relatively happy lately, actually.
You have a huge amount of guilt regarding: lot's of things.
When you are angry you need: something to take my mind off of whatever i'm angry about
When you are sentimental you need: lot's of kleenex and a good friend to share my thoughts with
When you are in love you need: to be with that person.
MEMORIES
One of your most peaceful memories: laying on my floor listening to music and reading a good book.
One of your most tragic memories: i don't know.
One of your angriest memories: i get angry about a lot of little things.
A memory that makes you laugh: reflecting on 8th grade year. heh.
A memory that makes you happy: remembering my early childhood with my dad.
Something someone can say or do that you find extremely attractive: i love it when a guy holds me really close. (not that that happens often or anything. =/) and i like tall-ish boys.
Something someone can say or do that you find unattractive: too outgoing, snobby, bad breath, and B.O. (just because tanner had it doesn't mean i liked it. *evil stare*)
Two things appealing about people: hair, eyes, sense of humor
A personality trait you find appealing: sense of humor and ability to be spontaneous
Your secret passion: i'm not sure that i have one and if i did i probably wouldn't tell you.
What you enjoy most about having a committed relationship: the fact that no matter what, you'll almost always have that person to run to if need be.
RELATING
DO you have a bf/gf if yes who? negative.
What do you find sexy about them: pff.
A place where you want to have sex: somewhere you wouldn't normally think of.
A strange place where you have had sex:
What drives you crazy (in a good way) about this person:
What music is on when you have sex, or is it the tv?: if i were having sex it'd probably be something like "crash" by DMB
Favorite song to have sex to: see above.
Describe your mate physicaly:
Describle your mate's personality:
You feel most attractive when:
Favorite thing you like to see your mate wear (clothing wise don't say naked):
What would you like your mate to do more of:
FINALLY
If you had more time alone you would: i already have too much time alone.
If you had more patience you would: be nicer to everyone.
If you could change one thing about your physical appearance what would it be: more tan.
If you had no committments what would you be doing: i always have some sort of commitment.
If you could have one super power what would it be: to be able to see what people are really thinking
If you could start all over....: i would say less stupid things and be more laid back.