My body keeps trying to take anxiety attacks and I won't let it. I really shouldn't do that. But it always comes at the worst times, when I can't go to the bathroom and just let it pass. Everytime I start to feel an attack coming I take a big drink and breathe deep. I can still feel it, like I just want to cough my lungs out but I won't let myself ( Read more... )

My daddy is leaving me for 3 days. And I'm sad. However he is sending Kati-Lynn away while hes gone.. so thats alot better. At least I don't have to look at her while hes away. Ergh.

I have to go to Mitch's today. And with Jess wednesday. Because you know I'm not old enough to be alone in my own house. *rolls eyes* They're scared to death to come ( Read more... )

once again it feels like just everything is screwing up on me. it's like everything is falling again because theres just so much bullshit going on, its unfit. i don't even want to begin explaining how crappy things have been the past few days. i feel all stressed out. *sigh* stupid freaking people. and as if i needed more stress in my life we got ( Read more... )

i'm still in design. i need a cigarette really, really badly.

the advertisement i was working on *pulls hair out* ahhhh! i could not get it to look the way i wanted it. it just refused to cooperate. there were like 2 noticable differences between my ad and the one i recreated.

*shrugs* whatever.

i'm in design. yay.

it doesn't feel like friday at all. but i'm having a good day. unlike the past few days *rolls eyes* mmmhmm.

i have like 3 pages of accounting homework. i'm pissed.

in any case,
latah dayz.

i'm bored. micki wants me to go over her house. i wanna, but at the same time i don't. i wanna do laundry tonight and get a shower. shit like that. i have some notes from class i have to rewrite and the likes. but at the same time i just wanna say fuck it and go chill ( Read more... )

plz let me die im serious i dont want to live says ( Read more... )

i'm bored.

in design.

today is going by really fast.

i'll update later.

lol, this was very pointless.

fawnzie.

UGH. I hate stupid people.

*sigh*

i have a perdiciment. and it makes me sad. =(

stupid asshole.

i had a fantastic dream the other night. i rarely ever get "wet dreams" and when i do they're nothing to brag about... but this dream. *droolz* it's kind of funny, considering my dreams aren't about men... lol they're always about being with a chick. but the chick in my last dream was the most gourgous brunette, EVER. she had a body much like Jenna ( Read more... )