tonight. tonight i realized i can't control anything that goes on around me. i warn, i tell, i preach.. i wish people would listen to me before it could be too late. i can not do ANYTHING about this situation and its killing me ( Read more... )

i actually like my new userpic. anger management was pretty funny, i had fun hanging with my friends tonight.. thrift shopping after school was alright, got the cartigans cd, and red and white hoop earrings (oh yeah, how 80s) a certain two people made a mutual move on each other tonight, it was so cute.. i heart them both and hope for the complete ( Read more... )

mmphmm, he makes me smile.. bad weeks suck, i <3 my friends and miss them. i feel distant from everyone, and im sorry guys.. i love you all. my throat is killing me, and i hate bikinis because they look horrible on my body, i want to kill them all.. good dayxoxo

my dad just told me if i cut my hair again he will shave my head..

( fuck that... )

its april, and theres snow on the ground.. i got like 4 hours of sleep again, and i had one of the worst days i've had in a long time.. i want to go out and play in the snow so i can be numb for a little bit..........

i can not wait; till my hair grows and for vacation. i had fun today, we all hung at rachels. and i got some cute hair pins at the mall. my stomach kind of hurts, i went tanning haha, yowhat color/colors should i dye my hair fuckers?

i hate disappointing people.. i wish i could just drop everything im doing sometimes. but doing a lot of things at once is who i am i guess. even with a job, which i need really badly.. i think i will go apply for one of those, then hang with brett later hopefully

hot hot heat tommorrow baby!$*^Q^$!@(1*&

i'm bringin' the digital cam remind me to get a pic with you
or
say hi to you

<33

i feel so incredibly stupid right now.. i can not believe i said that. and after trying to explain what i really meant i must have looked even worse..

i'm so dumb.

mmm, i miss the hugs and the love from everyoneee..
new userpic, im a bumbling fool

the new bacheleor is ridiculous, what? i can not wait for hot hot heat on friday..<3

oh p.s.- there was a bomb threat in school today and i had a garbage can fight with a bunch of freshman in lunch haha