Im beginning to be self-conscous again. which sucks

For some reason i've been really depressed lately. Mix of ALOT of things. I just really need to get a way from it all.

This 40 some year old guy hit on me at the gas station on lantana n congress... he bought me a drink... it was pretty funny. Then tonight at a party some guy dad works with was trying to get me to dance with him n he was all over me.... given he was drunk... not very flattering...Im very tempted to color the bottom of my hair brown again. idk. but ( Read more... )

family shit never ends

good god, i cant say a word w/out dad freaking out saying im trying to start a fight.

MY MOTHER IS A FUCKING IDIOT!!

MY MOTHER IS FUCKING GULIBLE

MY MOTHER IS DRIVING ME FUCKING CRAZY!

Im rrreeeaally nervous about the next 8 months. For 1 my mini boards. Im scared to death to do that. Then when i go to apply for a job i have to do a hands on interview which is going to suk and im extremly nervous about. And also im flippin about when i move to nc. Thats a bbbiigg ass change. Im worried im not going to b able to afford my own ( Read more... )

I seriously can't wait till i live alone.

So... I'm really considering moving to North Carolina....

I know too little I know too much. That's it I've had enough. Get over it. It's over and done. I'm tired of the past I'm sick of the future. Why can't you see that it's hurting me? They say they love me, they want too protect me. They say that I shouldn't know all that I do yet you tell me the things I'm not supposed to know over and over again. I ( Read more... )