So last week Chris and Dave call me and say they are coming over and that they had a surprise for me. So I was really exsited cuz they never have a surprise for me. LOL... so when they pull up a little white truck is following them. And it turns out to be Kayla and Stacee! I was soooo happy. I love Kayla. I don''t know Stacee to well but she's a ( Read more... )

No one can split us apart... sister till death do us part... We're all we got. The Reason I breath, My sister and me ( Read more... )

Your Love and your Kiss suffocates my Heart. Will you Love me till Death Do us Part??

I lay here... on my bed. (The bed where we once made love on and held eachother bare.) The noise from my stereo fades from my thoughts. My eyes are wide open but feel like their shut. "Where are you" i ask myself. As I lay here with a half empty bottle of pills that I swalllowed 20 minutes ago. I called you 15 minutes after I took them. I asked for ( Read more... )

.LoVe.HAtE.TrAgEdY ( Read more... )

When I get ready in the morning before a long day of exposure... I don't get ready to beautify myself... I get ready to hide and destroy my true identity. I cover my face with a thick layer of powder, my eyes with un-natural colors and my lips with colored and flavored poison. This mask hides me. It suficates my pores and destrys my skin. With this ( Read more... )

If anyone reads this... how can I put a picture on the background of my journal?? I'm confused when it comes to this soo can you please help me?? Thanx

<3Roxie

Yea so It's been a few days since I updated this thing. And I guess I will tell you whats been goin on with me. Well... last thursday I met a boy. Yes a boy. And he is soooooooo cute and so much fun to chill with. And after awhile of chit chatting I compilented on his Metal Mulisha Jacket cuz it was pretty siiick. And he said he geta mulisha stuff ( Read more... )

This infatuation has become an obsession, A desire that my weakness craves. It's getting out of control, to hard to let go. I'm flushed with temptation, my hearts beating fast, my knees weaken and my hands wont stop shakeing. I can't eat. I can't sleep. I need it, I must have it... I want to feel pleasure and mix it with pain. I want to feel a rush ( Read more... )

YaY! I got to talk to chris today... I've missed him sooo much! It's been a week since we broke up. We both want to see eachother sometime this week. He says he miss's me and I tell him the same. So why can't we work things out?? Maybe we will when we chill this week. I soooo hope so. I miss his kiss's and our late night phone calls talking about ( Read more... )