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[fcukedupkid]

It’s just after midnight and I’ve only been up for a few hours. I’m yarning for a cigarette and some sorts of alcoholic…fuck. I don’t know what to think of anything anymore. I wake up with the though that today’s a brand new start and within ten minutes it’s already a bad day. No matter what I do, I never seen to be any happier. I’ve carried the

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[fcukedupkid]

I cant go, i've got plans.
though i will be home.
so give me a call sometime, when you have a chance.

[recycledgarbage]

I thought about suicide, but then it's like "fuck it, I wanna live. I wanna be happy, and if I can't be happy, I'm gonna cause a riot, I'm gonna disturb everyone who comes my way. If others are too chickenshit and blissfully ignorant to help me, I'm gonna scream and shout, hit and kick,get my self drunk, make stupid decisions, until I can get a hold of myself and move on" haha, yeah, I'm rambling

Happy New Years to you too Katy! *hug*

honestly, fuck the calendar, a brand new beginning starts with a change of mind and heart

just keep at it and don't give up <3

[fcukedupkid]

Oh annie