Well this weekend has been quite intrestnig....kinda.
Rachel came over and gave me my present. I love bibbles and ikea bear. <3
and she brought over a cake she had made me, it looks so pretty.
then we headed over to juliens.
It was tons of fun.
Saw some people i havn't seen in ages. Wayne.<3 ( Read more... )

Day 10 off meducation.whoa do i ever feel....different.

The last few days have been pretty intresting, somewhat i guess ( Read more... )

What can I say I'm weak, everything's finally taken its toll.
I stopped taking my meds becasue im sick and tried of depending on them.
I know, there my life suport, but i guess i dont care anymore.
I dont know who i am, and i dont think i have any intrest in knowing.

Stared yoga today, it was stress-relieving.
Irina came over at ten, made lunch
stpehen and amy came over afterwards.
then rachel showed up around five,
everybody went home except rachel,
who went gorcry shopping with me.

Lack of sleep with a hang over
Another trip to ikea, nothin bough (casue ikea is fucking cheap)
Mmm fries
Apeneplty im going to a private school next year
I dont think i mind
Ian appently got acctped to yale.
im such a fucking failure.

--I got soul but im not a solider--

i want to punch break kick hit scream destroy cut slam pile-drive smash crash

im alone and its not how i want it

Mom went out of town and left me here with the boys. Dad got drunk as he always does when my moms not around. witch left me crying and bleeding; oh well.
It brings back memorys of when i was a kid. [sigh]

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Jimmy's My Best Friend.