an update

[fe_fi_fo_folly]

So yeah, I should be gettin' to sleep cuz I'm working tomorrow, but fuck it

Comments

[uncouth_coif]

"it's hard and frustrating to know i won't be able to do it all"

how obnoxious.

[fe_fi_fo_folly]

i don't really know what that means.

[uncouth_coif]

yaaah, it MUST be really hard knowing you have so much talent in so many things that you can't just do it all. poor you.

it was a joke. but seriously, get over yourself.

joke.

[fe_fi_fo_folly]

dude i know it was a joke or else i'd have to beat you. but try to understand, for someone who is terrible at making decisions, it is very daunting to know that i have to chose one thing. or one main thing. although i can multitask, i can't possibly devote as much time to say a. art b. drama c. academics d. whatever than i could if i just focused on one. for the arts in particular, true success usually comes from focusing on one. and i really don't think i'm capable of that. the best i can do is say "i'm good at this" or "i could be good at this," but if i can't actually do it... like, really do it... what's the point? ya know? therefore, having more than one option is no different than having one. except worse in some ways. touche. but not touche because you're totally right which is why i said i'm lucky.

and which is also why i'm going to join the circus.

or we could have that tv show.

[banana_slug_fan]

MOLLY!!! We have to get together and exchange weird camper stories! I had a girl this week named Muriel... OMG MURIEL!!!! I can only describe her to you in person.

But ummmmmmmmmmm... yeah sorry that you are mad talented and fabulous in every way. Honestly... there are a lot of people like you who end up living unstable lives because they never know what they want to do and just are interested in so many things. My mom is one of those people. Our society is not accommodating to them, unfortunately. It sucks.

I haven't finished Harry Potter yet. I work too damn much... I only have about 160 pages left though.

Yeah, Hedwig and Dobby, what the fuck?

[banana_slug_fan]

Oh and don't think that I think you are going to live an unstable life. I don't think that at all. Sorry if it came out that way. Also, I'm all for you joining the circus. Hell, I'll do it with you. You have to teach me to juggle, though.