olive juice

[fear_perfection]

"someone who feels the same about me as i do her"

i always told myself "love" has to be mutual for it even to be relevant
otherwise, it would be infatuation...or an obsession of sorts

pessimism
fear perfection
down hill is the only way from the top
nothing perfect lasts
entropy

love is something i define as i progress
it changes with every occurrence
every new day
every new thought
related or not...

yet, i find myself content
wherever i may be in this
i ignore these messages i leave myself
lessons from past mistakes
and i still trip myself
in hopes someone will finally catch me

faith is new word for me
its courage to believe

...i was never one for that

you caught me when i tripped
but we both fell
were in free-fall
scary yet thrilling

i will hit ground
but for now,

i love you