For the past four years I have been a profound brute. Most times concerned with impressing upon people something than being a nice, honest guy
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I have a bit of a wild past myself and I know how hard it can be to change your life when you realize you aren't becoming the person that you set out to be... now try convincing everyone else that this isn't who you want to be? Some people will want to keep you in those cycles because you help to enable them. Others will work to keep you in those cycles because that made them think they were better than you. Change is something we all need to go through, sometimes for better, sometimes for worse. There is a saying "we all die alone", and death is not always a physical experience or one that we watch others make. It can be very mental, emotional, and spiritual. The most important element to your ideas is that you are self aware now. It could be worse, you could be twenty years older and realizing this way too late. ~hug~ I wish you luck.
Thank you for taking the time to organize that. What you said about people keeping me locked in that cycle is exactly that.
Appropriately, a user who commented above you was doing just that.
Livejournal lets all these people keep tabs on me. I really wish I had the resolve to just delete the whole thing, of course: I couldn't let another user comandeer the name 'fear', now could i ?
Your words on the matter actually were more accurate than my own.
I am glad that I provided relavent insight. I tend to be a rambly, motherly know it all when it comes to character defects and addiction...so I'm sure you'll get to hear more where that came from at some point.
Aside from dealing with my own life choices, I've been exposed to several other cycles and addictions through loved ones and I refuse to go through my life not understanding my circumstances or changing them. If I ever come across as annoying or know it all-ish, its because I care and I'm apologizing in advance. ;)
OwMyHandSaidTyr (12:07:00 PM): u are poland und I am austria OwMyHandSaidTyr (12:07:06 PM): i INVADE YOU OwMyHandSaidTyr (12:07:11 PM): omfg i can feel ur uterus OwMyHandSaidTyr (12:07:17 PM): hottttt
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Thank you for taking the time to organize that. What you said about people keeping me locked in that cycle is exactly that.
Appropriately, a user who commented above you was doing just that.
Livejournal lets all these people keep tabs on me. I really wish I had the resolve to just delete the whole thing, of course: I couldn't let another user comandeer the name 'fear', now could i ?
Your words on the matter actually were more accurate than my own.
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Aside from dealing with my own life choices, I've been exposed to several other cycles and addictions through loved ones and I refuse to go through my life not understanding my circumstances or changing them. If I ever come across as annoying or know it all-ish, its because I care and I'm apologizing in advance. ;)
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OwMyHandSaidTyr (12:07:06 PM): i INVADE YOU
OwMyHandSaidTyr (12:07:11 PM): omfg i can feel ur uterus
OwMyHandSaidTyr (12:07:17 PM): hottttt
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