I just found out Vin's dad o/d-ed on heroin today. This fucking sucks. He told me he was passed out in the kitchen. When my Dad came home today he was sobbing as I was hugging him. I'm really depressed right now too. I can't fucking believe this, this is insane.

I'm kinda down on life at the moment. I wish my grandpa would get better, but I don't see that happening, it seems like he's getting worse and I don't think he'll be able to survive much longer unfortunately. It upsets me to see my dad all frustrated and upset about it too, but he has to worry about the apartment and the bills, since grandpa won't ( Read more... )

So this week has been the most blah week I've ever had. I feel so alone..I wish I had more friends that I could spend time with. I've abandoned all my online friends, which were never really that interesting to begin with. I'm sick of staying at home all the time, I wish I had some sort of escape. An escape to get away from the dullness that is my ( Read more... )

Just letting anyone who reads this know that this coming Saturday, I'll be leaving to travel to New York. I'm excited and I hope this trip is worthwhile. I've been to New York when I was little also, so this is actually my 2nd time being there. I'll be there until this Wednesday. Should be a lot of fun. So it feels weird not going to school anymore ( Read more... )

It's already here! I'm incredibly happy. I did excellent on my report card. Tonights gonna be a sad and happy night all at the same time. We did it though. Thats what counts. 12 years came, and 12 years went. I wouldn't change a thing. This mornings graduation rehersal was the LONGEST one the high school has had yet. 3 agonizing hours. By the end ( Read more... )

Nothings significant really since the last update, but I just thought I would fill everyone in on whats gonna be going on, and what's already gone on. So tonight I went to the circus. It was pretty cool. Some of the stunts they performed were pretty interesting. Haven't been to a circus in decades. School, sucked. few more weeks though, then I'm ( Read more... )

So today was a good day. I got my report card today and made honors this quarter, 3 B's and 2 A's. I'm very proud of that. I just hope I can keep that going until I'm officially done. I hope I won't struggle too much this final and last quarter of my high school life. I want to have as easy a time as possible so I'll be all set for graduation. Now ( Read more... )

Update time. You may be wondering, what's new? well, to be honest, not all that much. Recently, I've been taking some time out of school for a job evaluation. Assessing what I can do. I've been hanging out in a Met Life for 3 days, today being the 3rd. I'm doing simple things such as being in a mail room sorting mail, and today all I did in there ( Read more... )

These lyrics I feel speak very true...

Staind - Reality ( Read more... )

Been awhile since my last update, so..now to continue my life story. Schools going great. Tonight I watched The Pirates Of The Carribean: Dead Man's Chest, which I thought was excellent. Quite a bit of action, and its a perfect couch potato movie, haha. I was wondering when it was end, but it always kept me thinking. So I have health now for CPR ( Read more... )